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[myeyesopened]

been a while... lots of stuff has happeneing. Lots of pot and hanging out, and too muh overtime that is adding up to nothing. I'm suspended from work, I need the time to clear my head and think about what I need to do with everything

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[thingsbehindsun]

Jeremy, hun...argh, I'm sorry that things seem to be going so badly for you. I don't really know what to say about it.
What I did want to say is that I miss you. A lot. I miss when you coming over at random late times at night and then running from my mom (and succeeding...cept once). I miss swimming at Chad's house and you giving me an underwater raspberry. I miss all the hilarious songs you'd play (Chad Song, Old McDonald's Burnt Down Farm, the Mall Trip...), and I miss how you'd play a nice guitar riff and refer to it as "pretty."
When I saw you outside of Mr. Paperback, you didn't seem like the same Jeremy. You looked cold and sad, and it seemed like you were shaking. What happened? Where did Jeremy go?
I'm sorry for saying all this, but...I guess I'm just curioius.
You really should visit me sometime. I'd adore just being able to sit and talk with you. And I could pull out a guitar. And maybe you could play something good and call it "pretty." I'd like that a lot.
Write me back, please.
<3. Nicole.

[imacloud]

First: I love you.
Second: I love you.
Thrd: I love you.
Fourth: We've got to talk.

It's not an ending. Things just have to change. I'm sick of talking to you once every couple of weeks. I'm sick of hearing nothing and having no idea what is going on. I miss you. Why does this have to be so hard?