i thought there was so much more to the friendship, I have been waiting for a call from any of them and I have heard nothing so far. That just sucks, I am going to stop wishing ( Read more... )

I am sitting here just downloading songs and talkign to people, missing my girl ( Read more... )

To sum it up without giving details I am no longer a part of three days to home. I have a lot of mixed emotions lately because of that, I don't know what to feel. Part of me is so sorry I neglected the band. I do feel it was somehow justified, basically I re-located everything in my life into the new apartment. It was stressful as hell but as soon ( Read more... )

Two nights ago aaron and I did lots of picking up and cleaning and lit all of our candles, waiting for my sweetie to arrive. I made tea for us all (mainly nicolette) and she brought home pizza. Little did she know it was the main course of her own candle-lit dinner. I love that girl so much. We hung out and talked for a while and then went to buy ( Read more... )

It was about 11:30 and I woke up to a knock at the door, I was excited to open it knowing who it most likely was and I opened the door. It was him but it seemed so different. I hate to say it but it seems he only wants to talk to me or be around when he is collecting money. I was supposed to go drop off the money for recording at his work and after ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i''ve updated this. At times I feel like there is so much to do and sop little to do it in, I have been like that for the past 2 weeks and i have managed to get next to nothing done. I've been stressing out about nothing, just too much going on in my head. I can't wait until I can just relax for a day and have nothing to ( Read more... )

updating from the parents house ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while, so heres the scoop ( Read more... )

well my body did the dumb ass I am going to wake up after 4 hours thing again, oh well who needs sleep anyway? I have been up since 2am so maybe it was 3 hours ( Read more... )

she came, we seen, we conquered ( Read more... )