my lifes falling apart:

*my head is so stuffy and full of pressure i cant even think striahgt
*my nose is runny
*my ears are pressured and wont pop
*my throat hurts
*my eyes still have that pop out feeling
*my back is hurting bad
*im so exhausted
*pulled calf muscle

FUCKIN KILL ME NOW

im sick :(. stuffy head runny nose sore throat a bijillion sneezes today. o well i think its from the beach last night ( Read more... )

jessie picked me up and we went and waited for david to get his hair dyed, then we got subway and went to the beach with jessie david jessies momma erik and dani and ate it at night. it was pretty. then we went to davids and watched some porn and then just talked and shtuff. then jessie bringed me home ( Read more... )

friends only now

if u wanna be added lemme no and i will for sure

BOYS I HONESTLY WOULDNT MIND STARING AT ALL DAY LONG:

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all i eated today is some watermelon a few small pieces of grilled chicken and 2 cups of tea. and i had karate and got a good work out and played tennis with caroline. not too bad i guess but yet again i could have done better. i cant wit till we put up our punching bag and we get our treadmille up and running ( Read more... )

k so i was talking to caroline and we were thinking bout how to make tennis try outs tomorrow more interesting and i suggested we bring a boom box. but then imn my head i was like o shit that so big and electricty would be a problem and shit and then i look around and i see my computer speakers and i was hrm could these posibbly plug into my ipod ( Read more... )

um tennis try outs tomorrow morning at 9. i really wish i knew how to play but o well ya no ( Read more... )

last night my aunt was giving me a hug and she started like tickling me and she poked my side and she was like what the hell you're all bones. you melted. and she made me pull up my shirt and show her my ribs haha. i no what she said wasnt true but it made me feel good. she only thought i was skinny cause last time she saw me i was 15 pounds fatter ( Read more... )

kinda sad, i just want my boy back. kinda scared. o well