I don't know what to say

Jun 29, 2013 05:56

Hai....
It's been so long since i logged into livejournal, i think it's almost a year.
I am not sure if you, who read this, still remember me or not.
LJ has been changed a lot as i remember last time... and i feel like i don't know what to do here haha.

Well, if you still remember who i am, or what i have written, i just wanna say I'm sorry... from the bottom of my heart.
I'm so touched and surprised that some of you still messaged me, telling me that you missed my story.
I'm truly sorry until i don't know what to say to you.

I probably would not continue anything that i have started since 3 years ago.
I myself feel so down that i have to leave this writing world.
I still can feel that oh-wow-they-love-my-fanfics feelings, it was such a great feeling to know that some people appreciated my work.
Now I just think that i have lost my writing ability... I just don't know why haha :|

People come and go, so do fanfiction authors.
I believe there are a lot of new SJ fanfic authors who can write very good story.
But I don't know... i mean... should i continue the chaptered fic I left?

I've been busy, working 10 to 10 everyday, getting less time to do fangirling.
Yeah of course, i still love my oppa, esp Sungmin. He's just special and always be my ultimate bias, forever.
I attended Super Show 5 if you wanna know. Here's the photo i took >> on my flickr I swear they are quite good, I was surprised too kkkk~
And i also gave some photos to Hyukmin Baidu Bar please click click ;)

Once again, I'm so sorry to leave you hanging like this.
But if you could encourage me to write again, i might think about it.
But still... I am not sure :|

To tell you the truth, I don't ship any couple now, i love their interactions of course but not like i used to.
My favorite pairing is of course HyukMin! But as a best friend ;)
That's why i feel like i lost my purpose to write again. If you know what i mean...

I talked a lot eh? Sorry... i just want to inform some of you that I am still here, i am still alive, and still do fangirling.
But now i don't only like SJ, i really really love EXO. I think i have found my long lost son when i saw Do Kyungsoo :P
He is soooo cute, reminds me a lot of Ming, maybe because they both were born in January... does it even make sense? haha
Ahhhh i just love listening to k-pop, not only SJ or EXO, but not all group or artist of course, i love some indie artists as well.

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You probably snoring now reading this lol
Okay, this is me signing out.
I'll see you when i see you which i don't know when ~^^~

Riyu/Riri



D.O. said "Good job, Eomma~^^ Saranghaeyo!"

randomthoughts, personal

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