Having You With Me
Pairing/Characters : You/Reader X Lee Donghae, mentioned!Eunhyuk and Shindong X Nari
Genre : Romance, slight!Angst, Fluff
Rating : PG-13
Type : One-shot (3000 words)
Warning : This might cause toothache, diabetes, or the worst is mental illness
Disclaimer : I wish I own Donghae in my real life *sigh*
Summary : How does Donghae comfort you after you read some comments from crazy fangirls?
A/N : This is another SJ member X Reader from me. I hope i didn’t fail this time. Why Donghae? Bcoz he’s one of my bias! Well, hope you guys enjoy and like it. Don’t forget to leave comments, bcoz they are loved! This is especially dedicated to Donghae lovers..
You don’t have any idea why you spend your time here in front of your laptop, only to browse some news about you and your boyfriend. Well, if you dated someone else other than him, you absolutely cannot find anything about your relationship in internet. But in fact, now you are dating none other than Lee Donghae, member of one of the greatest boyband of all time, Super Junior. And of course, after you two was busted hand in hand and having lunch together at a Shopping Mall by some paparazzi, the news spread rapidly like a giant tsunami swept away all the human beings.
You’ve learned from Shindong and Nari how to hide their relationship until Shindong himself who finally announced it to public. But the impact of ‘Donghae has a non-celebrity girlfriend’ was more than you, members of Super Junior, and SM Entertainment could ever expected. It was bigger than Shindong’s. Donghae had to confirm it to public via twitter.
At least Lee Sooman wasn’t bothered by this shocking news. Yeah, who could complain when it increased Super Junior popularity, even though firstly he forbid his idol groups dating. Moreover, Super Junior will make their coomeback for their 5th album soon. This is a nice warming-up. But not for you of course, because this is very depressing yet making you feel worry and intimidated.
“Super Junior’ Lee Donghae was caught spending time together with a pretty girl”. You read an article from allkpop.com, and they added “Donghae confirmed she’s his girlfriend via twitter”. You look at the pictures of you clutch Donghae’s arm, you and Donghae having lunch together, and when you put off your sunglasses. Your face was really obvious there. Seeing this, you cannot help but sigh and bury your face on your palms. This cannot be happening.
You already know that this is the consequences being a girlfriend of famous guy like him. But you never thought that this could end up this way. You and him had been acting carefully if you went out to the public place, not wanting to be noticed by others. But it seemed that your disguise was failed that time.
You sigh for seems like a hundredth time today. You scroll down the article page. Although you hate it when you are being talked by millions of people like this, you can’t help but feel curious at the same time. What would people think about it? You read the 20.874 comments there, one by one.
“Since when Donghae had a girlfriend? Who is she anyway? She’s nobody. I’m even better than her!”
“Hey, Donghae belongs to Hyukjae!”
“They don’t look good together. Why did Donghae choose her?”
“I prefer Donghae with Yoona or other SNSD...”
“OMG, I’m jealous! You break my heart, fishy!”
“She looks like a noona for him. And her legs are short!”
“EUNHAE FTW!”
“asjkrgjerslkgeruapwhrjsl”
“Hey, guys! Let Donghae live his own life. He’s just a normal person like us. Don’t be rude!”
“Who are you anyway?! Her BFF?”
“I just want to say that Donghae is just a normal person who needs somebody by his side. Deal with it guys!”
“She’s right. Let Donghae get his own happiness. So, respect his decisions... and she’s not that bad
Let them be.”
“NOOOOOO! *fainted*”
“He’s forbidden for dating!! We can’t lose him to anyone.”
“I thought he was gay...??”
“Hey, he’s not gay! Well, I’m happy for him. Hwaiting!”
“It means Eunhyuk is available??? KYAA!”
“Fishy deserves better than her...”
.........
You can’t continue this.
These are silly, you think. But you didn’t realize you were tearing up, until you unconsciously wipe away your tears. Who aren’t crying when someone’s being treated like this? They are indeed stupidly crazy fangirls, to the point that they think they own their idol for themselves only, and they think no one deserves him but them only. You never felt being humiliated like this in your entire life. You don’t like it a bit. No, scratch that. You hate it.
You cry harder now, because the more you think of it, the more you feel hurt, and you can’t help but crying, alone in your room. And you can’t help but thinking about they are saying. ‘Do i really deserve him? Really, why did he fall in love with me? What’s in me that Donghae attached to? Why did he choose me in the first place? Or did he even really fall in love with me? I am indeed nobody. I’m not as beautiful as lots of celebrities from idol groups. I’m indeed short girl.’ You think about it over and over again, only to make you sob harder.
Suddenly, you’re distracted by your phone’s vibration. But you calm down as you read that it’s a message from Donghae. “Hey, What are you doing, baby? thinking about me?^^”. You chuckle slightly as you read it. You try once again to wipe away your tears, then reply him. “In your dream! No, i’m just playing online games^^. When will you finish?”. Of course you can’t tell him the truth about your current condition. “oh, what a coincidence! Check out your e-mail NOW. I’ve sent you something. I bet you’ll like it <3”.
‘He doesn’t answer me when he’ll finish’, you think. Because you miss him so much, and you need him now beside you of course. You open your inbox, instead of asking him the same question again.
From : Lee Donghae
Subject : Surprise for you!!! <3 open NOW NOW
You click the subject and find a file. It’s a video file. You’re curious and getting ready for the surprise, then click it. You turn the volume to the maximum, and watch it carefully.
What first you see is Donghae turn the record on, then he sits on the edge of his bed, smiling brightly. You recognize it as his room in his dorm. You laugh as you see his childish attitude, though your cheeks still wet. Then you listen to him talking to you through what seems like a webcam.
“Hey...”, he pauses. Then continue. “How are you doing? I hope you’re okay.. of course! i’m here with you!”, you laugh with him. But you feel your eyes start to teary again, and your body is shaking, watching what he’s doing. Why am i so emotional? You think. He pauses again awkwardly, then become more serious.
“I have something to show you. Well, maybe you thought i went practicing to the dance studio. But in fact, i’m here, preparing something i want to show you. It’s special, only for you. Oh oh only for you, oh oh only for you!”. He sings between his speech. His laughter makes you laugh too. He knows how to ruin the moment, you think.
“I know we are having a hard time right now. I’m sorry for making you through this... so here i am! Watch me, okay?!”. You watch him take something from his bed. It’s a big banner. No, actually they are a lot of banners behind it. It’s his own writing. He shows you one by one, letting you read clearly.
YOU ARE
THE BEST GIFT
I’VE EVER HAD IN MY LIFE
AND ALWAYS WILL
BECAUSE YOU ARE THE AIR THAT I BREATHE
THE SUN OF MY HEART
THAT MAKES MY DAY BRIGHTER
SARANGHAE <3
I’M FOREVER IN LOVE WITH YOU
Each of them did not fail to make your body more trembling, and.. crying again. You cover your mouth with one of your palm, trying to prevent tears falling heavier. But it seems like you fail. He had done something sweet - yet cheesy - before. But this is way different. Especially when you’re having a hard time, like he said. So, this means a lot to you. Then he continues.
“You might think that was the cheesiest of cheesy cheesiness ever. But you know you like it~”, he singsong and laugh slightly, but still in his serious state. Then you watch him take a guitar from his bedside.
“I also want to sing a song to you.. So, check this out, Lee Donghae with ‘My Everything’!”. He imitates MC from some music show on tv. When you hear the word ‘My Everything’, you feel a little bit disappointed, because he had been singing it so many times in Super Show, not to mention it was sung for his fans. You want something different and special, of course.
You suddenly gape for a moment when he starts to sing, “Ee sesang malroneun pyo hyeon harsu ga obseo..”. It’s not 98 degrees’ My Everything, it is Lee Minho’s (OST Boys Over Flowers, your favorite song). You mentally slap yourself for thinking that way.
You continue your crying in joy when you listen to him carefully, smiling in between. Your unconsciously sing along with him, but more like a whisper. Then you clap your hands as the song ends. “You’re my everything, love for you.. I love you, you’re my everything...”, he ends the song with a grin plasters on his face.
“Do you enjoy it, babe? I hope so, i’m sorry that’s all i can do for you, since we couldn’t celebrate our anniversary properly a month ago. Because i was busy with my recording.” He pauses, then, “Oh yeah.. that’s a wrap! Take care, baby! I love you...”. He ends it with making a heart-shaped with his hands above his head. Then he turn off the camera.
“I love you too, my fishy..”, you reply him although you know he can’t hear you. But suddenly, you almost jump to the ceiling when you hear a voice of a man, right on your ear, saying “I know, thank you”. You turn around on your chair, only to meet a grinning fishy.
“H-how..?”, you get startled but then glaring at him. “You do it again, then i’ll throw you back to the east sea!”, you shout at him, still glaring. Your heart beats faster, nearly got heart attack because of his sudden appearance. Then he laughs, kneeling down beside you.
“I miss you too, baby~”, he teases you, only to make you pouting even more. But then he quickly hug you, still laughing. “Am i making you surprise? I’m sorry honey, you know i know your apartment’s pass number. So, i can come in anytime i want.”
But he stops when he hear you sniff, then he face you. “Hey, hey, i’m sorry, okay?”, you just nod but not making eye-contact with him. “So, you like my present for you?”, he asks you softly. You answer him with nodding again in several times, still cant control your tears.
He wipes your tears away softly with his thumbs. “Honey, look at me.”, he says firmly as he cups your face with his palms. You look at him immediately through you blurry vision. “I didn’t make it to make you cry. So stop crying, kay?”. You nod again, not able to make any phrase. “So, you like it?”, he asks you again, intertwinning your fingers with his.
“I really like it, thanks...”, you reply him with a hoarse voice. But you have no idea why you still crying. Then he realizes that something’s wrong with those tears. There are two different tears.
“Hey, what happened? What’s with those tears, huh? What were you doing?”, he asks you worryingly. You remain silent. But it seems like he notices something as he glance at you laptop. Then he clicks the tab that you browsed just now.
He shakes his head as he scroll down the allkpop page. “Noooo... no, baby, no...”, he says. “Don’t listen to those crazy fangirls. They envy you, not having me with them. Don’t you ever open those pages anymore. I demand you, please...”. then you bury your face on his broad chest as he takes you to his embrace. You burst out crying again, loudly this time. “I’m sorry...”, you say between sobs.
“Sssh, it’s okay, it’s okay. You have me with you now. Don’t worry...”. He continues reassuring you with his soothing voice. Both of you stay like that for a few moment. He lets you crying your heart out.
You didn’t realize how and when he took you to your single bed, but here you are. He’s leaning against the headboard, letting you cuddle him and listen to his heartbeat. You wrap your arms aroun his waist, while his on your shoulder and waist. And your head still bury in his broad chest, while his chin on top of your head.
“Hae-oppa?”, you finally speak up hoarsely in a low voice, still wrapping your arms around his waist possessively. “Hmm?”, he replies you in the same tone. You look up at him as you say, “Why did you fall in love with me?”. You’re sitting next to him now, facing each other, while he’s sighing. He lifts your hair behind you ear, and take your hands to his chest. “Because you’re the only one who could make me finally falling in love. No one could before.. and after. And of course love needs no reason, because it works on your heart, not on your mind. You know that...”, he answers you sweetly.
“And what’s interesting in me?”, you ask him again. He rolls his eyes and sigh again. “Baby, i thought you watched the video, i don’t want you to-“, but you cut him off eagerly. “Just answer me, please~”. He sighs for seems like a thousandth times, cannot resist you plead. “Fine..”.
“Well, i don’t know... I mean i love everything about you. They are so perfect to me. And it’s simply because you’re completing me. You’re like a missing puzzle of my heart that i’ve been searching for.. you know? There’s something about you that i can’t figure out. But my life wasn’t complete... until i met you.” He tries to convince you, looking straightly into your teary eyes through the dim lights. You can’t help but smile between your tears.
“I’m so sorry for making you through this. I know it’s hard for you, for me either. You know how i feel whenever you’re crying? I feel i’m the worst person in the world. Please, don’t cry... And i don’t want what other people’s saying affect our relationship. I don’t want you to doubt my love, being skeptical of our relationship. I know it’s all my fault.. If only i weren’t the famous Lee Donghae-“, he can’t continue his blabber, because you cut him off with crashing your lips against his. It’s a simple kiss, just lips touching lips.
You see him grinning as you two broke apart. You look away immediately, hiding your blush of embarrassment. “Aww, since when did you kiss me first? I thought i was the one who always make a first move~”, he teases you, causing your blush even redder. He can’t help but pinching your cheek as he says, “You have to see you face now, baby, hahaha.. how can someone be that adorable and cute?!”. He continues giggling, but then pulls you to his embrace once again when he see your pout (“Oppa, it hurts!”).
Now he’s still giggling warmly, while you’re just nuzzling to his neck. “It was not funny.. i mean what you just said before. I don’t want you to blame yourself. It’s not your fault.” You say it to his neck, brushing your lips lightly to it.
“But it kills me when i see you cry. But i hope you don’t hate them..”
“No, i don’t hate them. It was just.. breaking my heart to read those comments. I’m so scared..”
“I know, i know.. i understand. I think they just don’t know you. If they do, they will like you.” He says sincerely as he caress both your hair and your back.
“Oppa, why are you so good to me?”, you say as your grip on him tighten and nuzzle more to his neck. He chuckles, “It’s simply because you are so good to me too. You know i can’t hurt you”, he says as he hold you tighter.
After a few minutes of comfortable silence, he pulls you apart. “So, you cool now?”, he smiles when he see you nodding and smiling genuinely. “Good..”, then he leans down to kiss you tenderly. You close your eyes and kiss him back. You’re making your way down, so you lie down on the bed with him on top of you, lips and tongues still glue to each other.
After God knows how long, you speak between the hot kisses, “Hae-oppa.. can you.. stay over tonight?”
“Can i? Really?”, he speaks in disbelief, still pin you under him.
“Yesss...”. With this, his kiss become more furious.
After a while, you push him apart and look up at him. He groans in annoyance and roll his eyes, “What now?”
“No, i just wonder where the idea came from? I mean the video you sent me.”
“Oh, honestly Eunhyuk told me.”
“Urgh, of course. I should have dated Eunhyuk-oppa instead of you...”, you exclaim dramatically.
“Well, he’s my best friend. You know i can share anything with him.” He responds you carelessly, and start to kiss you again, ignoring your protest.
Both of you smile and giggle between the kiss, then continue the fabulous making out session. Well.. at least it’s the last thing i know.
~~~~END~~~~
A/N : Well, what are you guys thinking? Which one your favorite part or line? I hope this can make your day.. I was inspired by K.Will’s Present MV. It’s cute y’know? You should watch it^^. Okay, comment please (give me a gummy smile)
really, feedbacks are important to cheer me up^^, so please..
Start : July 2nd 2010
Finish : July 11th 2010
Genre : Romance, slight!Angst, Fluff
Rating : PG-13
Type : One-shot (3000 words)
Warning : This might cause toothache, diabetes, or the worst is mental illness
Disclaimer : I wish I own Donghae in my real life *sigh*
Summary : How does Donghae comfort you after you read some comments from crazy fangirls?
A/N : This is another SJ member X Reader from me. I hope i didn’t fail this time. Why Donghae? Bcoz he’s one of my bias! Well, hope you guys enjoy and like it. Don’t forget to leave comments, bcoz they are loved! This is especially dedicated to Donghae lovers..
You don’t have any idea why you spend your time here in front of your laptop, only to browse some news about you and your boyfriend. Well, if you dated someone else other than him, you absolutely cannot find anything about your relationship in internet. But in fact, now you are dating none other than Lee Donghae, member of one of the greatest boyband of all time, Super Junior. And of course, after you two was busted hand in hand and having lunch together at a Shopping Mall by some paparazzi, the news spread rapidly like a giant tsunami swept away all the human beings.
You’ve learned from Shindong and Nari how to hide their relationship until Shindong himself who finally announced it to public. But the impact of ‘Donghae has a non-celebrity girlfriend’ was more than you, members of Super Junior, and SM Entertainment could ever expected. It was bigger than Shindong’s. Donghae had to confirm it to public via twitter.
At least Lee Sooman wasn’t bothered by this shocking news. Yeah, who could complain when it increased Super Junior popularity, even though firstly he forbid his idol groups dating. Moreover, Super Junior will make their coomeback for their 5th album soon. This is a nice warming-up. But not for you of course, because this is very depressing yet making you feel worry and intimidated.
“Super Junior’ Lee Donghae was caught spending time together with a pretty girl”. You read an article from allkpop.com, and they added “Donghae confirmed she’s his girlfriend via twitter”. You look at the pictures of you clutch Donghae’s arm, you and Donghae having lunch together, and when you put off your sunglasses. Your face was really obvious there. Seeing this, you cannot help but sigh and bury your face on your palms. This cannot be happening.
You already know that this is the consequences being a girlfriend of famous guy like him. But you never thought that this could end up this way. You and him had been acting carefully if you went out to the public place, not wanting to be noticed by others. But it seemed that your disguise was failed that time.
You sigh for seems like a hundredth time today. You scroll down the article page. Although you hate it when you are being talked by millions of people like this, you can’t help but feel curious at the same time. What would people think about it? You read the 20.874 comments there, one by one.
“Since when Donghae had a girlfriend? Who is she anyway? She’s nobody. I’m even better than her!”
“Hey, Donghae belongs to Hyukjae!”
“They don’t look good together. Why did Donghae choose her?”
“I prefer Donghae with Yoona or other SNSD...”
“OMG, I’m jealous! You break my heart, fishy!”
“She looks like a noona for him. And her legs are short!”
“EUNHAE FTW!”
“asjkrgjerslkgeruapwhrjsl”
“Hey, guys! Let Donghae live his own life. He’s just a normal person like us. Don’t be rude!”
“Who are you anyway?! Her BFF?”
“I just want to say that Donghae is just a normal person who needs somebody by his side. Deal with it guys!”
“She’s right. Let Donghae get his own happiness. So, respect his decisions... and she’s not that bad
Let them be.”
“NOOOOOO! *fainted*”
“He’s forbidden for dating!! We can’t lose him to anyone.”
“I thought he was gay...??”
“Hey, he’s not gay! Well, I’m happy for him. Hwaiting!”
“It means Eunhyuk is available??? KYAA!”
“Fishy deserves better than her...”
.........
You can’t continue this.
These are silly, you think. But you didn’t realize you were tearing up, until you unconsciously wipe away your tears. Who aren’t crying when someone’s being treated like this? They are indeed stupidly crazy fangirls, to the point that they think they own their idol for themselves only, and they think no one deserves him but them only. You never felt being humiliated like this in your entire life. You don’t like it a bit. No, scratch that. You hate it.
You cry harder now, because the more you think of it, the more you feel hurt, and you can’t help but crying, alone in your room. And you can’t help but thinking about they are saying. ‘Do i really deserve him? Really, why did he fall in love with me? What’s in me that Donghae attached to? Why did he choose me in the first place? Or did he even really fall in love with me? I am indeed nobody. I’m not as beautiful as lots of celebrities from idol groups. I’m indeed short girl.’ You think about it over and over again, only to make you sob harder.
Suddenly, you’re distracted by your phone’s vibration. But you calm down as you read that it’s a message from Donghae. “Hey, What are you doing, baby? thinking about me?^^”. You chuckle slightly as you read it. You try once again to wipe away your tears, then reply him. “In your dream! No, i’m just playing online games^^. When will you finish?”. Of course you can’t tell him the truth about your current condition. “oh, what a coincidence! Check out your e-mail NOW. I’ve sent you something. I bet you’ll like it <3”.
‘He doesn’t answer me when he’ll finish’, you think. Because you miss him so much, and you need him now beside you of course. You open your inbox, instead of asking him the same question again.
From : Lee Donghae
Subject : Surprise for you!!! <3 open NOW NOW
You click the subject and find a file. It’s a video file. You’re curious and getting ready for the surprise, then click it. You turn the volume to the maximum, and watch it carefully.
What first you see is Donghae turn the record on, then he sits on the edge of his bed, smiling brightly. You recognize it as his room in his dorm. You laugh as you see his childish attitude, though your cheeks still wet. Then you listen to him talking to you through what seems like a webcam.
“Hey...”, he pauses. Then continue. “How are you doing? I hope you’re okay.. of course! i’m here with you!”, you laugh with him. But you feel your eyes start to teary again, and your body is shaking, watching what he’s doing. Why am i so emotional? You think. He pauses again awkwardly, then become more serious.
“I have something to show you. Well, maybe you thought i went practicing to the dance studio. But in fact, i’m here, preparing something i want to show you. It’s special, only for you. Oh oh only for you, oh oh only for you!”. He sings between his speech. His laughter makes you laugh too. He knows how to ruin the moment, you think.
“I know we are having a hard time right now. I’m sorry for making you through this... so here i am! Watch me, okay?!”. You watch him take something from his bed. It’s a big banner. No, actually they are a lot of banners behind it. It’s his own writing. He shows you one by one, letting you read clearly.
YOU ARE
THE BEST GIFT
I’VE EVER HAD IN MY LIFE
AND ALWAYS WILL
BECAUSE YOU ARE THE AIR THAT I BREATHE
THE SUN OF MY HEART
THAT MAKES MY DAY BRIGHTER
SARANGHAE <3
I’M FOREVER IN LOVE WITH YOU
Each of them did not fail to make your body more trembling, and.. crying again. You cover your mouth with one of your palm, trying to prevent tears falling heavier. But it seems like you fail. He had done something sweet - yet cheesy - before. But this is way different. Especially when you’re having a hard time, like he said. So, this means a lot to you. Then he continues.
“You might think that was the cheesiest of cheesy cheesiness ever. But you know you like it~”, he singsong and laugh slightly, but still in his serious state. Then you watch him take a guitar from his bedside.
“I also want to sing a song to you.. So, check this out, Lee Donghae with ‘My Everything’!”. He imitates MC from some music show on tv. When you hear the word ‘My Everything’, you feel a little bit disappointed, because he had been singing it so many times in Super Show, not to mention it was sung for his fans. You want something different and special, of course.
You suddenly gape for a moment when he starts to sing, “Ee sesang malroneun pyo hyeon harsu ga obseo..”. It’s not 98 degrees’ My Everything, it is Lee Minho’s (OST Boys Over Flowers, your favorite song). You mentally slap yourself for thinking that way.
You continue your crying in joy when you listen to him carefully, smiling in between. Your unconsciously sing along with him, but more like a whisper. Then you clap your hands as the song ends. “You’re my everything, love for you.. I love you, you’re my everything...”, he ends the song with a grin plasters on his face.
“Do you enjoy it, babe? I hope so, i’m sorry that’s all i can do for you, since we couldn’t celebrate our anniversary properly a month ago. Because i was busy with my recording.” He pauses, then, “Oh yeah.. that’s a wrap! Take care, baby! I love you...”. He ends it with making a heart-shaped with his hands above his head. Then he turn off the camera.
“I love you too, my fishy..”, you reply him although you know he can’t hear you. But suddenly, you almost jump to the ceiling when you hear a voice of a man, right on your ear, saying “I know, thank you”. You turn around on your chair, only to meet a grinning fishy.
“H-how..?”, you get startled but then glaring at him. “You do it again, then i’ll throw you back to the east sea!”, you shout at him, still glaring. Your heart beats faster, nearly got heart attack because of his sudden appearance. Then he laughs, kneeling down beside you.
“I miss you too, baby~”, he teases you, only to make you pouting even more. But then he quickly hug you, still laughing. “Am i making you surprise? I’m sorry honey, you know i know your apartment’s pass number. So, i can come in anytime i want.”
But he stops when he hear you sniff, then he face you. “Hey, hey, i’m sorry, okay?”, you just nod but not making eye-contact with him. “So, you like my present for you?”, he asks you softly. You answer him with nodding again in several times, still cant control your tears.
He wipes your tears away softly with his thumbs. “Honey, look at me.”, he says firmly as he cups your face with his palms. You look at him immediately through you blurry vision. “I didn’t make it to make you cry. So stop crying, kay?”. You nod again, not able to make any phrase. “So, you like it?”, he asks you again, intertwinning your fingers with his.
“I really like it, thanks...”, you reply him with a hoarse voice. But you have no idea why you still crying. Then he realizes that something’s wrong with those tears. There are two different tears.
“Hey, what happened? What’s with those tears, huh? What were you doing?”, he asks you worryingly. You remain silent. But it seems like he notices something as he glance at you laptop. Then he clicks the tab that you browsed just now.
He shakes his head as he scroll down the allkpop page. “Noooo... no, baby, no...”, he says. “Don’t listen to those crazy fangirls. They envy you, not having me with them. Don’t you ever open those pages anymore. I demand you, please...”. then you bury your face on his broad chest as he takes you to his embrace. You burst out crying again, loudly this time. “I’m sorry...”, you say between sobs.
“Sssh, it’s okay, it’s okay. You have me with you now. Don’t worry...”. He continues reassuring you with his soothing voice. Both of you stay like that for a few moment. He lets you crying your heart out.
You didn’t realize how and when he took you to your single bed, but here you are. He’s leaning against the headboard, letting you cuddle him and listen to his heartbeat. You wrap your arms aroun his waist, while his on your shoulder and waist. And your head still bury in his broad chest, while his chin on top of your head.
“Hae-oppa?”, you finally speak up hoarsely in a low voice, still wrapping your arms around his waist possessively. “Hmm?”, he replies you in the same tone. You look up at him as you say, “Why did you fall in love with me?”. You’re sitting next to him now, facing each other, while he’s sighing. He lifts your hair behind you ear, and take your hands to his chest. “Because you’re the only one who could make me finally falling in love. No one could before.. and after. And of course love needs no reason, because it works on your heart, not on your mind. You know that...”, he answers you sweetly.
“And what’s interesting in me?”, you ask him again. He rolls his eyes and sigh again. “Baby, i thought you watched the video, i don’t want you to-“, but you cut him off eagerly. “Just answer me, please~”. He sighs for seems like a thousandth times, cannot resist you plead. “Fine..”.
“Well, i don’t know... I mean i love everything about you. They are so perfect to me. And it’s simply because you’re completing me. You’re like a missing puzzle of my heart that i’ve been searching for.. you know? There’s something about you that i can’t figure out. But my life wasn’t complete... until i met you.” He tries to convince you, looking straightly into your teary eyes through the dim lights. You can’t help but smile between your tears.
“I’m so sorry for making you through this. I know it’s hard for you, for me either. You know how i feel whenever you’re crying? I feel i’m the worst person in the world. Please, don’t cry... And i don’t want what other people’s saying affect our relationship. I don’t want you to doubt my love, being skeptical of our relationship. I know it’s all my fault.. If only i weren’t the famous Lee Donghae-“, he can’t continue his blabber, because you cut him off with crashing your lips against his. It’s a simple kiss, just lips touching lips.
You see him grinning as you two broke apart. You look away immediately, hiding your blush of embarrassment. “Aww, since when did you kiss me first? I thought i was the one who always make a first move~”, he teases you, causing your blush even redder. He can’t help but pinching your cheek as he says, “You have to see you face now, baby, hahaha.. how can someone be that adorable and cute?!”. He continues giggling, but then pulls you to his embrace once again when he see your pout (“Oppa, it hurts!”).
Now he’s still giggling warmly, while you’re just nuzzling to his neck. “It was not funny.. i mean what you just said before. I don’t want you to blame yourself. It’s not your fault.” You say it to his neck, brushing your lips lightly to it.
“But it kills me when i see you cry. But i hope you don’t hate them..”
“No, i don’t hate them. It was just.. breaking my heart to read those comments. I’m so scared..”
“I know, i know.. i understand. I think they just don’t know you. If they do, they will like you.” He says sincerely as he caress both your hair and your back.
“Oppa, why are you so good to me?”, you say as your grip on him tighten and nuzzle more to his neck. He chuckles, “It’s simply because you are so good to me too. You know i can’t hurt you”, he says as he hold you tighter.
After a few minutes of comfortable silence, he pulls you apart. “So, you cool now?”, he smiles when he see you nodding and smiling genuinely. “Good..”, then he leans down to kiss you tenderly. You close your eyes and kiss him back. You’re making your way down, so you lie down on the bed with him on top of you, lips and tongues still glue to each other.
After God knows how long, you speak between the hot kisses, “Hae-oppa.. can you.. stay over tonight?”
“Can i? Really?”, he speaks in disbelief, still pin you under him.
“Yesss...”. With this, his kiss become more furious.
After a while, you push him apart and look up at him. He groans in annoyance and roll his eyes, “What now?”
“No, i just wonder where the idea came from? I mean the video you sent me.”
“Oh, honestly Eunhyuk told me.”
“Urgh, of course. I should have dated Eunhyuk-oppa instead of you...”, you exclaim dramatically.
“Well, he’s my best friend. You know i can share anything with him.” He responds you carelessly, and start to kiss you again, ignoring your protest.
Both of you smile and giggle between the kiss, then continue the fabulous making out session. Well.. at least it’s the last thing i know.
~~~~END~~~~
A/N : Well, what are you guys thinking? Which one your favorite part or line? I hope this can make your day.. I was inspired by K.Will’s Present MV. It’s cute y’know? You should watch it^^. Okay, comment please (give me a gummy smile)
really, feedbacks are important to cheer me up^^, so please..
Start : July 2nd 2010
Finish : July 11th 2010