am i ever going to let go of you?

hope all is well.

so im having an " i dont really care for buffalo" kind of day.
i want my ipod back from erin
and i want erica to stop acting like a looney.
im totally in love with public space, but my other classes are driving me coocoobananas.

got my license a few weeks ago
and purchased my first car today
driving up to buffalo on thursday
all by myself, so excited. a little nervous though.

and i wont say anything at all.

shits good.
still cant believe what you're doing. its so intense.
and im happy that my life is not as intense.
ah.
so much,
<3.

so things are looking up ( Read more... )

i hate you for not giving me a choice anymore. it was supposed to be up to me to end things

i hate you for not wanting me the way i want you

i hate you for letting me go, i might have deserved it but you were one of my best friends

i hate for for playing the shit out of me. what the fuck. you should have loved me.

i dont even know how i feel. i mean, i really wish things could work out with $ but its just not realisitic at the moment. and knowing whats going on with *, idk if im just being a jealous coocoo or if it really is bothering me. ugh. idk what to think or what to feel. its really rough.

but thankful its her and not me.