fuck I miss the old times every thing is soo fucked up nobody worried about who's better it was just friends and shit now life is gay and .........................

i hate myself because I fuck up to much!

I'm getting a puppy today and sarah comes home saturday!! and I can't wait till that party I want to throw her but still duno if I can!! but owell I don't like any one so life is weird and lonely! ha ha bye****__________

GOD i HATE PEOPLE THERE ASS HOLES I WANT TO DIE i CAN'T TAKE ANY MORE I'M SICK OF THEM TELLING ME WHAT I DID WRONG! FUCK OFF TO YOU ALL WHO DO THAT SHIT TO ME I CAN'T DO THIS ANY MORE GOOD FUCKING BYE!!!!!!!!

I had a weird dream about josh but its best to forget cuz i don't want to get into a fight w/ sarah again ( Read more... )

wow I really hate doing nothing all summer long but I want to hang out w/ my friends more cuz heather is still here and I wish I could do thyis more offten!!!

hey hanging out w/ heather and doing nothing more! I went to the peir the other night and the fucking stars were amazing!! but yeah um.........I really hate jordan hes a waste of good air!!!well have to go be fugging dumb bye bye<3

I fucking hate sarah being gone I need her to talk to I miss jordan over and over it sux as bigg time!!!!!!!!!!but theres nothing I can do:(~~~~

I'm talking to rob its the gratest ( Read more... )

I'm soo fucking sunburnt but I'll get over it and I miss my exboyfriend soooooo much!!!!I wish things were the same!!I wonder if he even thiks about me any more?I hate things like this but it will pass. ~~~jordan I miss you~~~~

well I feel like shit knowing I have no one there...no one to share my fucking summer w/.....o well I don't want to sound needie so I really don't care all that much:[but my brothers graduation party is tomarow and JAKE"""and rob will be there I can't wait to see them..I like a serton someone but he would never like me back soo I guess I'm wasting