hmmmmmm life has been stupid i shall not blog about my feelings. neither will i blog about any academic related stuff so right now............ i have nothing to blog about.


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Change; we don’t like it, we fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn’t is lying. But heres the truth: the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Oh, sometimes, change is ... everything.

so many people are heart broken. and there always has to be some other people who makes the heartbroken even more shattered than ever by their insensitive intentions. are we all born to hurt and inflict pain on others? to do whatever we want at the expense of another?


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we are all selfish people in our own way. some more selfish than others, some less. thing is, how do we measure who is more and who is less? why isn't there equity in giving? yala ok this is getting no where... recently i've been too lazy to think so i think less. and promos are coming, makes me even lazier to think!!!wtf. sigh, i, SIMchapua, just ( Read more... )

if you ever, still read this. "Maybe we accept the dream has become a nightmare. We tell ourselves that reality is better. We convince ourselves it's better that we never dream at all. But, the strongest of us, the most determined of us, holds on to the dream or we find ourselves faced with a fresh dream we never considered. We wake to find ( Read more... )

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I extend my apologies, cos I have been an exceptionally lousy friend this year. 
Thank you for being great tolerant friends in return despite that.

and i need to apologize for being overly reliant, too. to whoever i've relied too much and tiresomely on. now and then. cos i haven't learned how to live for myself.

the ultimate reason for what i did or tried to do........ was to see if i was going to feel hurt again. it's amazing how some of us are always so capable of subjecting ourselves to this presumed risk of pain. cos maybe, just maybe, it wldn't hurt anymore. but i guess i shldn't try ( Read more... )

i had to smile even when my heart was shattered into pieces.