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250 change is the only constant
i feel like shit everytime i wake up at 4am, what's my problem
and i hate disliking stuff/people. gross.
we all know best what is wrong with ourselves; i know mine very well and as much as how it's always said that the hardest thing to change is to change ourselves i really want to change, and i'm trying very hard. evidently and sadly undeniably, it ( Read more... ) -
248 reasons are always explicit just that you can't see it
hahaaha see how easily contented i am now my mommy just came home with bubble tea :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D WHOOHOO and my tuition teacher offered to change tuition to tomorrow heheheheheheheheheh putting off unpleasant things is my forte ^ + ^ you know i realised what's so important may not be so important afterall i think i am actually a little ( Read more... ) -
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It feels terribly intimidating to realise how distinctly foreign and distant what i have always believed in and felt so comfortable about has become. But honestly i realised, I'm not as vulnerable as I think I am. It just felt like someone took a hammer to those walls that i built up overtime and left me so..exposed, and annoyingly un-independent ( ( Read more... ) -
246 eight ten, it's myfavworstnm's first birthday :)
Last year, I started afresh by escaping here.
This year, on the exact same day and at the exact same time, i shall start anew.
I thought it'd be interesting for me to answer all these again, ( after a year ) -
245 purposely ignoring the obvious is like walking back towards the enemy
Last night, I did something I used to think I never would.
what happens when, the person you have grown to trust and believe in, turns out to be a disappointing bastard? i just always thought you were a much better person than this. -
244 half day
today i really had damn alot of fun in school for the whole day (even though we were freaking let off at 1130am) hahaha laughed like some shit very long never laugh until like that already. this morning i freaking woke up at 620am since i thought i wld leave home very fast cos i didnt need to bring anything to school but i realised i had to wash my ( Read more... ) -
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people are going to disappoint you,
i get that, i kind of expect that, but i dont know,
what if you wake up one day and realize
that you're the disappointment.
- one tree hill
