stupid idiot forgot massage. Nooo!

[myffling]

Right now Im tempted to just sit and eat, but am restraining myself. Im not sure how long this can last. Im not hungry, I just find solace in munching, and feel less disintegrated when filled to the brim.

I forgot my massage this afternoon, my to my disappointment and distress. I SO needed the relaxation and the general escape. Now Im TOTALLY not in

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Im aware that david feels threatened by other therapists, but I think he is working on it, cos when the new therapist Dion at Albert Road was actually helping me, he encouraged me to continue going to his groups and see if I could access him as an outpatient.

Steve Arthy is no longer at Albert Rd, so he wouldnt be involved.

I think that I could get something out of the program but I am also of a mind that going back to 2 full days a week of therapy would keep me trapped in the patient role in a rather formidable way.

I confuse the words mum/me sometimes. Damn freudian slips.