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Last night started off as a good night.
Before I got too drunk I made sure to take some pictures because I haven't in a long time.
Kris with a K & his fantastic tool belt. I love this guy.
Aubry & Chrissy
Look @ how fucking drunk I am.
The night slowly got worse & worse. I was so beligerantly drunk, I don't know how I got that far gone. I remember over-hearing Jesse tell Christine that Aubry was his favorite. I was so pissed off by this that I ran and hid in the basement. I got even more angry that no one came to find me for awhile, when finally Jesse arrived looking for my phone. I remember telling him, "don't act like you care Jesse, I know you fucking don't."
I'm not exactly sure what happened after that except for I took off running down the road. I wanted to drive home but thank god no one let me. Christine caught up with me and talked some sense into me.
I was so drunk, I am so embarrassed. All I know is that I cried to Jesse & told him I don't blame him for liking Aubry because shes fucking gorgeous. I literally bawled and made him feel like shit.
I was convinced that no one gave a shit about me.
I found out some other things today that hurt me so bad. I won't go into detail on here because its no ones business, but I am honestly so hurt by this. :(
I don't know. The night ended up taking a turn for the worse and I am so embarrassed from everything.
but anyways. im off to bed.