i've had the worst weekend work wise ever... i had a panic attack too. it wasn't too bad i don't think but yeah. ick.

but anyways, i spent the night at cj's new ish place and it was alright. i have to be sneaky cuz i'm not his girlfriend, katie is. i feel like a tramp. i'm his "side dish..." he said that. ick. he said i was too yummy, he can't say ( Read more... )

ill... so ill ( Read more... )

nick is my new ish special friend. i like nick. i like nick a lot. omg. how i like nick.

i'm sposed to go see cj tonight and watch spirited away with him but i don't know where he is cuz i tried calling him and he's not calling me so idk... hmmm.... i hope this has nothing to do with me ditching him last night. but whatev... i mean... it was worth ( Read more... )

fucking boys.... fucking cj... fucken... everything ( Read more... )

gosh... am i just retarded? or what? idk. i'm stupid i know. i'm dumb i know... dustin was funny... he said, "ewwwie i saw that one girl's page and she's hella ug... i was like, 'ew dude, what're you doing? you should stick with lori...'" that makes me feel good. at least he thinks i'm prettier... and gina said she was hella plain. you might think ( Read more... )

you've been missing out on a lot... i'm so frustrated.

saturday night i went and hung out with nick and we did some stuff that people do when they like each other... i like him good and fine. but he's blown me off before and idk... i'm not so sure about him.

but erg... i've been sleeping over at cj's for a lot of the past nights and... i'm not ( Read more... )

good stuff... today i went with my mommy to eat at red crane at club hollywood... nathan wasn't there yet... but i saved some california roll for that one guy i am very fond of... yeah ( Read more... )

today was a good day ( Read more... )

but i can't cuz i pinky swore ( Read more... )

so i bought a t-shirt yesterday... and other stuff. i'm really not very interested in typing it all out seeing as i already typed it all out on myspace... but copy and paste makes me feel like a half-asser... i'm not tho. all i want is a little love. where's the love ( Read more... )