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so i woke up this morning and wanted to cry. worst dream ever. for the second night in a row. *sigh* that whole situation is like haunting me. i honestly didnt care at first but now the thought of it makes me grind my teeth. haha. i thought things got better with time ( Read more... )

The Year 2005:

[P E O P L E]
1. Best boyfriend/girlfriend? I love Rob Acula.
2. Lost any friends? yep.
3. Gained any friends? yes and i love them more than anyone else ever.
4. Met a new good friend? mhmmmm. <33333 ( Read more... )

New Years was interesting. to say the least. i fought so hard to get outta my house. i had to be with my friends and rob at midnight. so i did what i had to. :) but my hand kinda hurts. haha.

we all wound up going to jers and there was way too many people there haha. i got there at 11:58, grabbed all my stuff from the car and like flew downstairs ( Read more... )

You walk straight.
Not like them.
To fool them in.
Make it seem like you're in trouble.
Make a sound.
Fake it enough.
"What made you so scared?"
Maybe you're mistaken for someone who cares.
If you remember, I've been trying to get back to the center.
I'm sure it's not like it was before.
To make them drink.
Tell them it's water.
No one leaves till we figure ( Read more... )

hahaha best song.

so lately i hate life. thanks mom and dad
but i also love life. thanks BFC/HBP. (haha. <333)

friends come and go. and its getting painfully obvious lately. but that doesnt mean i stop loving any of them. times change. people change. people break up all the time. people get together all the time. i guess now im going to really try ( Read more... )

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I have the best boyfriend in the world. girls, be jealous.


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ok first and foremost: Dr. Acula owned sunday. I made up flyers for them and got fangs for all of us. BFC repped it all night. Id have to say everyone honestly wanted to be us. hahaha. Seriously, you guys did so good. I'm proud of you! <33333

Best weekend:
thurs night...jays. awesome. me and rob are chill now. best kid. i love him. <3 haha.  
friday ( Read more... )

...and I'm happy about that. I really am. I missed them a lot, but God, it was so fun having freedom for once in my life...and guess what....I did pretty much whatever I wanted to do AND I'M STILL ALIVE AND WELL. I guess I'm not that bad of a person after all. haha.

But anyways, this was the best and the worst week of my life. I had more fun than ( Read more... )