i really hate my job. nuff said.

I also really hate the summer. I like that everyone has at least a month off...but I dislike the added drama, the humidity, and the heat. However, summer has the best smells. This fact almost makes it worth the continual bad hair days and losing my gastly complexion.

I scewed up a lot in the past week; but at ( Read more... )

I

need

to

move.

i know so many awesome people here. i honestly cant imagine not living on LI or in new york at all. but i cant deal with things here anymore. i know im not perfect. i know im not even close. but i do know im real. and really nice. disgustingly nice. im disgusting. i have so much to say. but something holds my tongue. i wanna ( Read more... )

...but i liked that i got to chill with andrew and ride the train to my house with him, and have another sleepover. hes a sweetheart. <3

but other than that, lifes the same. working. chillin. drama.

i swear. im not allowed to be happy or even have fun, cause when i actually start enjoying my life someone gets pissed.

LAME.

i met a lot of awesome new people. <3freddie, jeremy, tek-son, eric, joe, james, nate, mike, deangela, corey, anthony, manofwar, believe, lightheaded...<3

midnight runs to sevs with lastpagefirst is fun. hope you boys survived the sketchiness of the patchogue station after we left. hahaha.

so andrews coming over in a couple hours. i still needa ( Read more... )

so Andrew slept over friday night. i must say i had a fantastic time despite the fact that i am wicked sick. mall last night was kinda fun. i seriously love the friends i have right now...and I love Mastadon.

so yeah, shower. movie. Hearts. Applebees? .call me faggots.<3

im so glad its over. peace out drama.

anyways, found this on some girls journal and im pretty sure its 100% true:

[1. If you like the girl... ASK HER OUT already--don't try to find out if she likes you first...just go with it dammit

2. when you hug her, put your arms around her waist and hold her close

3. when u walk next to her, get as close as you ( Read more... )

i hear it's impossible to suffocate yourself to death...like on purpose.

someone should try to prove that wrong.

...but it still feels like I'm wasting my life...or I'm a waste of life...one of the 2 ( Read more... )

...the past 5 years. Im not sure but i think its when people dont have a backbone....when people are too scared of what their friends, their enemies, or just people in general will think/say about them if they do something out of the ordinary.

Im not talking about clothes or music or hair or anything superficial like that...Im talking about bigger ( Read more... )

I pretty much am in love with everyone that doesnt suck at living aka:

Joani
Androo
Steve
Marielle
Noelle
Heather
Leah

if youre not on this list and you think you should be, blame it on the time of the morning it is and my degree of fatigue. i prolly <3 you too ( Read more... )