so we took some x
yesterday i just woke up with the worst headache. damn, i swear it felt like my head was about to explode. but it's worth it. all of it is. because saturday night was the most romantic night that i've had in my life.
from the begining
johnny had called me to see if i wanted to hang out on saturday. of course i said yes. so he picks me up at seven like intended, and he takes me to the taco cabana aka my favorite restaurant. we shared some super good nachos with beans and aguacato. yumm. *sigh* i kind of felt like the lady and the tramp but with nachos instead of spaghetti. i thought it was romantic at least. probly just because i was with him though.
so anyways after that we go and cruise downtown san antonio in his pimped out jetta and then some dudes wanted to race us, but johnathan is too mature for that so he let it slide. blah blah blah one of his friends calls and we head out to his house on the outskirts of town. he's having a huge party.
" everything and everyone will be there."
so we go, and holy shit was there alot of people there. immediatly johnny and i go to the drink table and we each take two shots and grab a bud light. the party was fucking crazy. everyone was dancing and having a good time. the new missy eliot song came on and i made johnathan dance with me. he's not much of a dancer, but i mean anyone can booty dance. all you have to do is bump and grind. soon enough him and i started getting hot and heavy on the dance floor, and we started making out a little bit, but then i got nervouse and i went and got some more drinks to ease my nerves. then we dance a little more, and i have to go to the bathroom, so i go inside the place and dang the party in there was even crazier. all these people were making out and were like half naked. it was kind of hot. so anyways i go and do my business in the bathroom and i started getting fucking hot, probly from all the dancing so i take my bra off and stuff it in my bag. i have small boobs anyways, no big deal.
i go back out and johnathan is waiting for me and has this crazy look in his eyes. he hands me another shot and gives me a pill. he said it was x. i, of course, had never taken x before. i was a little excited about it. so we both took the pill and started dancing like crazy. fuck, johnny looked so sexy while we were on the dance floor. around 4 i told him i wanted to go home, but he said he was too drunk too drive he tried to sober up a little bit by eating some bread and chips. and half an hour later he drove me home. we arrived at my house at 5:30. we were talking for a little bit in the car. i dont even remember about what. and then all i remember after that is us making out really hardcore. i started feeling really...i dont know...hot. and like i wanted to have sex with him. i dont know. i dont usually feel this way. but the clothes came off really fast and soon enough johnathan and i were in the back seat of his little jetta having sex. i dont ever remember sex feeling this good. dang. it was so hot. and it felt so right. we didn't even use protection, which i know is kind of stupid, but everything just happened so fast.
it was perfect.
and it wasn't like he forced it on my or anything. it was just so romantic...eventhough it was in a car. lol. but i know that this thing between me and johnny was more than just a fuck or some drunken act. i know that this has to be it.
it felt like love.
well anyways. that was last night/this morning. it was awesome.
he hasn't called yet? does anyone have any suggestions? should i call or like wait? i dont know . . .