Pinching and tugging at my arm ( Read more... )

Back and forth in my mind Ive been trying to give myself reasons to leave this place. Somehow I just cant make the impact I want to. I've tried hard to make people happy and live life with them. Only now it's like I'm living against them ( Read more... )

Sometimes you think...the old ones would remember and the new ones to forget. But it's exactly the opposite.

My friends are golden

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I'm just the girl you call for a laugh. I no longer hold secrets or carry consolence anymore. It's an inconvience to IM me unless you think I'm dead. Sometimes I think that would be the better plan. It's not like I have people who call to express great remorse or even happiness to me anymore. What in the fuck am I good for these days ( Read more... )

"You called it Ashley, I think you have psychic abilities."

I have pretenses stronger than my beating heart. <3

somethings gonna hit me
whether it be car or heart
something is gonna get me.

I dont deserve this.
the eyes want to cry
&& the mind isnt stopping it.

tonight is a night where I dont know
what to feel
I'll leave the mood as "blank"

i'm worried about you

<33

"...Though I can't allow it to compinsate for my flaws; I lack so much....that really bothers me" -Note to Taylor

I feel like I'm in a crowded elevator with 4 minutes before we free fall. Interesting people though; since its an upper division class everyone is older. I feel so juvenille and like I should be a young engaged girl woman about to be married this summer...sometime in june. They dress sophisticated in blazers and I'm wearing a polka dotted head band ( Read more... )

School is beginning & sadly I'm ready to be busy again. A lot of stuff in the upcoming weeks, I'm crossing my fingers for no more drama.

P.S. I'm trying so hard not to let go of you, but it's the best thing before I end up hurting you. Thats true love my dear.

There is one guy who can look my way ( Read more... )