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man. what a busy weekend i had.
first of all on thursday i went for a walk with joey, luke and meatloaf.
while on the walk we stopped near a HUGE swarm of ants and didnt know it.
well those evil bastards bit my foot. didnt seem like a big deal...
friday we went to the mariners game. we lost but it was fun.
we ended up next to a bunch of rednecks that we hated.
during the game my foot started to hurt and was red and swollen.
after the game we walked to red fin and had drinks and sushi.
saturday got a really bitchy phone call from my old apt manager.
called my dad crying and they hurried out to help me get the hell out of there.
god. moving sucks. but we managed to get everything done in 3 trips.
my foot was getting worse and worse, too. really swollen and purple and really painful.
after everything was moved i took a shower and got ready and joey and i went to the tin hat
after dinner & drinks there we went to walgreens to ask the pharmacist about my foot.
he said take benadryl and advil.
then we went to linda's. at first it was kinda boring. then everyone in the world showed up.
i mostly hung out with frank all night. i freakin love him.
we left at 2ish and went and got food and went home to the SAME BUILDING. so great.
sunday i woke up early and did a lot of unpacking.
and tried to put my foot up as much as possible.
it was really really swollen and purple all day. ugh.
i had no idea i was allergic to ants but apparently i am.
joey, luke and i ate ice cream and watched the sopranos that night.
my foot was still really bad yesterday.
i called the nurse hotline on my insurance and she said to keep taking benadryl and try to keep it up and watch it very closely.
its a little hard to keep it up since i have to work.
i left early yesterday and went home and took a nap with my foot up.
the swelling went down but as soon as i stand up it comes back.
it seems a tiny bit better today. not much though.
i feel a little strange lately.
i feel like being alone a lot of the time. but then i don't.
& if i let myself think about things i get sad.
but then i stop myself and think about something else.
which is what i have been doing for the last 5 months or so.
which i know didnt let me get over things properly. you are supposed to be sad for a while.
i just distracted myself and pretended it never happened.
its been almost 6 months now. maybe i can just bypass all of that being sad crap.
maybe if i just pretend my heart isnt broken it will mend itself without me even noticing.
time will tell i guess.
i cant wait to get away and be in LA for 5 days.
i love love love seattle but...
california always makes me feel better. it feels like home.
first of all on thursday i went for a walk with joey, luke and meatloaf.
while on the walk we stopped near a HUGE swarm of ants and didnt know it.
well those evil bastards bit my foot. didnt seem like a big deal...
friday we went to the mariners game. we lost but it was fun.
we ended up next to a bunch of rednecks that we hated.
during the game my foot started to hurt and was red and swollen.
after the game we walked to red fin and had drinks and sushi.
saturday got a really bitchy phone call from my old apt manager.
called my dad crying and they hurried out to help me get the hell out of there.
god. moving sucks. but we managed to get everything done in 3 trips.
my foot was getting worse and worse, too. really swollen and purple and really painful.
after everything was moved i took a shower and got ready and joey and i went to the tin hat
after dinner & drinks there we went to walgreens to ask the pharmacist about my foot.
he said take benadryl and advil.
then we went to linda's. at first it was kinda boring. then everyone in the world showed up.
i mostly hung out with frank all night. i freakin love him.
we left at 2ish and went and got food and went home to the SAME BUILDING. so great.
sunday i woke up early and did a lot of unpacking.
and tried to put my foot up as much as possible.
it was really really swollen and purple all day. ugh.
i had no idea i was allergic to ants but apparently i am.
joey, luke and i ate ice cream and watched the sopranos that night.
my foot was still really bad yesterday.
i called the nurse hotline on my insurance and she said to keep taking benadryl and try to keep it up and watch it very closely.
its a little hard to keep it up since i have to work.
i left early yesterday and went home and took a nap with my foot up.
the swelling went down but as soon as i stand up it comes back.
it seems a tiny bit better today. not much though.
i feel a little strange lately.
i feel like being alone a lot of the time. but then i don't.
& if i let myself think about things i get sad.
but then i stop myself and think about something else.
which is what i have been doing for the last 5 months or so.
which i know didnt let me get over things properly. you are supposed to be sad for a while.
i just distracted myself and pretended it never happened.
its been almost 6 months now. maybe i can just bypass all of that being sad crap.
maybe if i just pretend my heart isnt broken it will mend itself without me even noticing.
time will tell i guess.
i cant wait to get away and be in LA for 5 days.
i love love love seattle but...
california always makes me feel better. it feels like home.