i fuck up again

all of my life i have lived and strived to make sure that everyone im with is happy.
but was anyone ever doing that for me.
no more
i will begin to think for myself

Just cause he can't hear what you say
Doesn't mean that he's not listening
If you listen to your words
He might like what you say

why do we consist on falling?

lately ive wanted to live and just not wake up.
stay in my bed and sleep away the days hoping for something new to take me away.

dead body at high top. whos a suspect?
more to come... bum bum bum

what do you think of me now?

i gots life insurance whheee

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im so high. been awhile thinks i since have wrotten in this. i may have a job at albertsons. n my driving test is comin up n my mom said that shell pay the insurance. that is neat. i got a booonnnggg. chases parents were gone we hung out over there.ryan came back from mexico. it was fuckin great that we got to hang out. then his parents found out ( Read more... )

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