skies they rape and skies are sober
minds they fake and minds rolled over.

ok so today wasn't the greatest.
not only did I feel really bad because my dad really f-ed up my mom's bday,
but the day was just so long and drawn out and I basically did nothing.
& my mom said that UVM might not be in the cards for me which sucks because I loved it...

I really ( Read more... )

hmm.

nothing much to say.

everything's been good though. & that's what counts.

yep.

hope all is well in the world with everyone else.

my head is a mess
but right now, I know I want to be with him.
so on we go.
and we're happy.

ultimate starts tomorrow & couldn't be more happy.
I dyed mammy's hair this weekend. she liked it.

spent saturday with the girlies in Portsmouth. looved it.

I re-arranged my room tonight.
looks spectacular & I added some artwork to the walls.
just a little more ( Read more... )

this place is a prison.

deep inside me there's a little place that I want to bring back out again.
I've been so suppressed for a long time
I need to bring lindsey back.
I think that now is the best time.
it's spring, and I can really feel it.

my goals are:
1. make amends with everyone I've hurt/ things haven't been good with
2. lose some weight
3. start ( Read more... )

i'm in a catch-22 and it's getting to me.
I really don't know what i'm going to do.

my hands have gorilla glue on them from my piece and they're sticking to the keyboard.

went out and threw a bit tonight with andrew cody & willy.
it felt good to be playing a bit, but i'm so out of shape.

This is the LAST week i have to care about.

man oh man.

So stress week is over.
mostly.
I still have this week to think about but it's not as bad.
not even close.

hmm.. nothing much is new.
jeff & i are off and on all the time
BUT
today AND last night we were ON.
and it was nice to not be fighting.

I've still yet to get a prom dress,
well, I bought one but I think it will be for senior cruise?
I duno. I'm not too ( Read more... )

I just have one word to say:

Bonnaroo.

I can't even fucking wait.

here are some things

1. got into UVM!
2. it's snowing and i'm bummed about it
3. will be arting and writing all weekend besides tomorrow night and sunday after.
4. trying my best to stick to a diet
5. gahhd damn i can't make up my mind on a gaaahd damn thing.

holy hell

ps. watch running with scissors. it's quite an interesting flick, if i do say so ( Read more... )

so through all the stress i'm trying to stay positive.
i'm spending a lot of time this weekend on portfolio, but
Friday night = portsmouth with amy!
saturday night = crucible with jeff
sunday afternoon = amy's hockey game.

other than that I will be writing and painting and drawing and photographing.
i have two informal pieces to do, hopefully one will ( Read more... )

Picture me smiling.
I'm feeling better.
so much better.