having trouble sleeping... i have alot on my mind. alot of it is about andi, just my own insecurities. then theres some people that i'm worried about, and other assorted minor issues that are piling up and becoming something resembling a mountain. but either way... i cant sleep. just... things i cant answer and likewise, cant get out of my head. ( Read more... )

ppl are telling me that I need to update so I am. not alot has been going on. Ive been a little down lately, not really sure why. feels like something is missing but im not sure what. anyways, next week is junior testing so i wont have first block next week because me julie and josh are the only sophmores in there, so we get to sit in the library ( Read more... )

SOOOOO today was a really good day. First off, we did a lab in chemistry and I got to work with julie which was alot of fun and "eye candy" was at the lab station next to me so i actually got to talk to them! :;sigh:: so hott! lol anyways, then in World History, we took notes at first which was boring, but then we played this really fun game and ( Read more... )

i realized, that if i want to have any sort of life at all over the next year and a half.... im not going to london. i was SO looking forward to it but theres just no way. i can't drive, so therefore i cant get a job. my mom is telling me to babysit, and i do babysit, but thats not a job with a steady income and i cant just call someone up and say ( Read more... )

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines ( Read more... )

screw all you happy people

i fucking hate you all

me and valentine's day don't get along very well. we never have. it's just a day for me to realize what im missing in life, and feel like crap cuz ive never had a real valentine ( Read more... )

jessica

i love you and i hope everything goes ok which im sure it will

GAH your kidney sucks!

ok, well i wrote more to my novel. for those of you who have read my novel already, I added a paragraoh to chapter five and wrote six and seven. I'm pasting the whole thing though because alot of my new friends havent read it. anyways i hope you like!

( my novel! )

Lessons from Mother ( Read more... )