Dan leaves today. I've felt like I've had to cry all morning. For once, I felt happy in Florida, and I don't want that feeling to go. I don't know when the next time I'll see him is, that makes me want to cry even more. I found out what Dan got me for my birthday that he ordered on-line and it didn't come in, in time. He got me a ring. It has our ( Read more... )

Yesterday Danny and I went to ( The St. Petersburg Pier )

Today is my birthday and I am taking many pictures so that I can remember my big 2-0 :)

( My birthday Morning )

( I'M GONNA LOVE YOU FOREVER )

DAN COMES TOMORROW!!! DAN COMES TOMORROW!!! DAN COMES TOMORROW!!! DAN COMES TOMORROW!!! DAN COMES TOMORROW!!!

I've gone to the gym yesterday and today. I actually woke up early to go. *thinks of being skinny/tone and smiles*

He drowns in his dreams. An exquisite extreme, I know. He's as damned as he seems. And more heaven than a heart could hold. And if I tried to save him, my whole world could cave in. It just ain't right, it just ain't right.

Oh and I don't know. I don't know what he's after. But he's so beautiful, such a beautiful disaster. And if I could hold on, ( Read more... )

I talked to Dan. Everything is fine. He knows how I feel, and he will do what he wants. Which from the sounds of it is visiting her at her school. I find it very hypocritical considering when I visited my gay friend at his school (which I attended too), Danny got very mad at me. He had no reason to be mad. I walked across the street to visit my ( Read more... )

So lately I've been going through a lot, emotionally. I feel lonely and unloved. Danny is so far away, and his choice of who he's been hanging out with doesn't make me too happy. I tried talking to him about it. He thinks I'm making matters worse. It's not that I don't trust him, don't get me wrong, I do. I don't trust karma. Danny cheated on Ali ( Read more... )

*IN NEMO VOICE* First day of school! First day of school!