each day that we don't keep in contact is a hurtful realization of all that has been lost between you and i. but it is for the best, undeniably. and i am ready to start the self-mending process. and all the recent days, becoming weeks, becoming months that we have spent apart is beginning to feel more natural. like waking up in an empty bed is not ( Read more... )

it's all so weird.

"How could the search for ultimate truth have revealed so hideous and visceral-looking an object?"

listening to wishful thinking by wilco puts me in a dreamy state of mind. it's such a beautiful song, i could listen to it for a whole day and it wouldn't get boring. i love songs like that, where you could put on replay for an hour and you can't even tell that it was playing a couple minutes before because you're still singing to it ( Read more... )

these are the summers when the air feels thick and clouds hang in the air like insecurity in your breath.

I feel like deleting my myspace.

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the other night was a lot of fun, I was glad I went. everyone was being nice, and i was happy that I was spending time with freddie, I could tell he was anxious on the way over to Hector's house on bart. When he got there, he became so excited, I love that about him, he's so full of energy. I was so happy when Valerie came, we went to the park with ( Read more... )

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