i saw the episode of laguna beach where they graduate. it made me sad because i realized that i only have like, 6 months of school left before i graduate. &then i got happy because i only have 6 more months of highschool. &then i cried because i hate this town so much &all i want to do i get out of here. i wish i could fast foward through the rest ( Read more... )

thanksgiving was fun. my family is pretty awesome. we had thanksgiving dinner at the "cottage" at the hotel my grandparents were staying in. then on friday night everyone ((grandma, grandpa, my aunt, her 2 daughters, her girlfriend, my dad, mom, bruce, and jared, and me of course)) went out to dinner. funny stuff. i took a lot of family pictures. ( Read more... )

i sent in my college application. and i'm freaking out because i want so badly to get into MassArt. and if i don't, i'll cry. a lot. so when i get my rejection letter, i'm expecting lots of chocolate, phone calls, teddy bears, and cocaine. or crack, whichever you can get ( Read more... )

jared came home yesterday. he's going to be here for the whole week. my dad, cousins, and grandparents will be coming up for thanksgiving or the day after thanksgiving, i'm not sure yet. we have a photo assignment to take a family picture. this should be fun ( Read more... )

on wednesday, november 24. and i coulnd't be happier. unless it was opening this weekend, like it was originally going to. but it's all good ( Read more... )

Xi'm over itX

i guess i was in the eighth grade, because jared was still living at home. or maybe i was a freshman and he was home for break. either way, i went to bed knowing that we were going to be getting a shit ton of snow. i told my mom that i wanted to sleep in if we had a snowday, and i even called my dad in new york to tell him about the storm and that ( Read more... )

i heard your name and i got chills.

tonight we had the winter sports meeting thing. it made me excited, except that pre-season starts on monday, and i hate it. cat is our coach again this year, but not really. so we're going to have a bunch of coaches, i guess.

tomorrow is NYC with photo class//art history class ((which isn't nearly as cool as our ( Read more... )

...and stuck ((somewhat))!!!!!!!!!!

so i had one of my awesome breakdowns again today. only this time it was in class. art class. i  couldn't do a self-portrait and i started freaking out because i can't draw. and that made me think i'm not going to get into MassArt. and even if i do get in, what will i do with myself. i can't even do a project on ( Read more... )

this is amazing... bush.vs.kerry.

i went to the hippy bead store in brattleboro  today. it was fun.