my oh so interesting saturday...and by interesting i mean painfully boring ( Read more... )

today's entry is about brown paper bags....yes, you read right, brown paper bags.....jess and i bought hookah tobbacco, it came in brown paper bags....but i don't remember what she said about it....prolly something like, "we just came out of a store that sells bowls with brown paper bags, that can't look good.".....which led me down the path of ( Read more... )

so jess and i decided to go to breakfast tomorrow (this morning), and ya'll know what that means, no sleep!.....i'm officially slap happy and i've just managed to convince jess that i really do have only one brain cell and it hurts to think.....however, i'm sure she still loves me b/c i happened to be the oh so awesome loser and write "i'm a dork! ( Read more... )

this is the second time i've had a dream where i died (i know ya'll are probably thinking that many people have dreams like that and it's not something special or what-not)...but when i die in my dreams, there is nothing, just this void of gray and i literally cannot feel my heart beating or hear myself breathing....it freaks me out, i really ( Read more... )

i am really sad. mr. sutton and i did not get along sometimes, he was the director of discipline at old high school. but he was cool too, he always had something funny to shout in the megaphone at lunch and there were so many stories about him that would have people rolling on the floor because of his antics. he seemed really mean sometimes, but if ( Read more... )

so i heard a new name for valentine's day...single awareness day...lolz, i know, how could i have not heard that before, but it is so true..v-day is definitely the day you are aware of being single, not that being single is a bad thing ( Read more... )

in my dream, i was holding this little girl, her innocence and life stolen by a man... she had died, but somehow she had come back to life...only, she was skin and bones, so fragile, and it was clear to me that if i didn't take care of her and help her, she was going to die ( Read more... )

you know, my valentine's day sucked at first...but i got to hang out with my friend ryan later on and that rocked! (ryan, thanx for the rose and the chocolate....definitely made my day!)....then later on i talked to my ex, stacey, which really made my day....stacey and i didn't exactly end on great terms, but it's been two years and i've been ( Read more... )

strange but while listening to this song i realized that when i was drowning in the pacific ocean during my spring break of senior year of high school (and i was drowning, definitely blacked out under water).....Clocks was playing in my head and everything was so peaceful...if i had just let go and quit fighting then....

well, my mind is racing and i can't sleep so here's some more thoughts ( Read more... )