I feel so empty.I feel...sick...horrible...used..I don't think i'll ever see him again.I'm so upset.I don't know if it's the drugs talking of not but I do know it's fucking pissing me off! , but out of this all . I should have never known him. :sigh: It is the biggest mistake i've made.

Lets see here , I got up this morning and was very tired . I woke up later on and was late for the bus.I then went to school and had the worst day ever. Everything went wrong, even the food made my stomach hurt , but everyone thinks the school sucks.Anyways I got gome, went to Brookes got a cigarette. I was walking home smoking it , when all of a ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning , to the sound of screaming.It sound familiar sound from my mother,yelling" Danielle! ,wake up!.",of coarse the night before , I did'nt go to bed until 6:58 in the morning.I did'nt wake up until 1:30 ( Read more... )

i have now felt better...i am now complete with...whatever the fuck i'm talking about lol...anyways ...kat is back an i am so happy! i missed her so much i want to see her so bad and hang out and smoke out and be a big happy family again i want to give her a 1 hour hug and yeah that would be soo kool...lol..im so happy..and hungrey..i want some ( Read more... )

a demon whispered into an angels ear , all the things she wanted to hear. thrills and tricks all at good keep. but never the night the reaper will creep. he stroaked her hair and read her a book. a pretty black cloak so the angel could not look.He kissed her tired brow and put out her concious mind "sweet dreams " he whispered. for she was sleeping ( Read more... )

i have this ...song in my head...it makes me wonder about life....and the new reason why heres a red mark on my arm ( Read more... )

i look out the bus window and think....why wont these just leave me......i went to skool ...i met a really kool chick....me and bob talk all the time at skool...through notes....michelle.....she has deserted us all....we seem to be all unhappy right now....i got home today and cleaned my lip .... and still wonder if it's getting more infected....or ( Read more... )

i wake up and think...my day is going to be exactly like my days before...slowly waking up...i looked at everyone the same...maggots waiting to be become flys...i go to skool...and always feel like exploding into a million peices...and wait for the janiter to come sweep me up. and wonder....what if i didnt explode....i wait patiently for the bell ( Read more... )

an ew day pasts slowly just like coffee when it's half way made...awoken earlier today to be forced to go to church...afterwards we ate ....i went to the mall today and bought new shoes , two pants , two jackets. a brand new face...i hate today...why do i forcfully wake myself up and do things i never dreamed of everyday? i guess it's what i was ( Read more... )