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[myimmortalsin]

japan. it all of a sudden feels so real. i'd be letting go of everything i have and what i've been working so hard to get. putting everything on hold, for god knows how long. i wont even have time to finnish anything past high school. maybe. that depends on if he's leaving early. i cant believe myself. im already willing to give up my life to be

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I'm sorry...

[anonymous]

I'm so very sorry that I'd dropped this on you. I should not have put so much pressure on you so soon and so quickly into the relationship. I just wanted you to know what it was that I was doing, and that I wanted to have you with me when I did it. Too much too soon. That seems to have been a problem with me in the past, with past relationships and with my interactions with people and various things.