my roomate has shadows over ( Read more... )

you know what my problem is

you can only truely feel the loss when you love someone more than you love your self

and i loved him more than anything, including myself

just another one of my lame poems i wrote during public speaking this time lol

Today is a new day
but nothing has changed
im still as bitter and as angry as before
with everyday things are suppose to get easier

That’s what I was told

Than why does this pain only grow?
Today is a new day

I’ll pretend to smile

Until I get back to my room

I’ll take off the make ( Read more... )

my mother declaired this my theme song... i think its pretty fitting ( Read more... )

so im not sure what im going to do ( Read more... )

sometimes i really feel like a failure ( Read more... )

in Rhode Island till probably Thursday with a friend

just thought you all should know

not in a good mood ( Read more... )

im sick of the lies

all the lies

the lie of who people are
and the lies of how they treat me

im sick of people changing and not for the better

going over christa's to get drunk

not that i think its gonna help anything but it will for tonight

so i got a flat last night on my way to Christa's around 12 30 at night ( Read more... )