Well i have not written in a while , like a long time. Well i am back in school as of january which is cool becasuse i love it here. (my love life) i have known this guy named john since i started going to thsi school, i meet him when i went to isu with ryan and little jim first semester, of my first year. I got together with him last wensday and ( Read more... )

Pray for me everybody, i dont want to tell you why, just love me enough to do it.

Last night was so awesome, me and lydia went over to ryan to party for our last night there and say goodbye and get drunk with our friend mikie. Well before that dylen called lydia and was like i have a date and was telling her this stuff just to spite me so i was like call him back and tell him somethings just dont work out, and if you ever need a ( Read more... )

LIFE SUCKS, BOYS SUCK, SCHOOL SUCKS,EX-BOYFRIENDS SUCK, WHO EVER IS READING THIS SUCKS, DYLAN SUCKS, EVERYBODYS SUCKS, I SUCK, MY LIFE SUCKS, MY HOME LIFE SUCKS, MY BED SUCKS, MATT SUCKS, REALLY PRETTY BLOND GIRLS WHO TRY AND GET WITH MY EX-BOYFRIEND SUCKS, THIS COMPUTER SUCKS, MY SPELLING SUCKS, IF I GET REINCARNATED MY LIFE WILL SUCK, MY EYES ( Read more... )

um.......have you ever wondered why things happen,as we all know the christmas season is coming up soon, and all my friends are talking about what they are going to get there parents for christmas and i am like well i am going to get my mom some victoria secrets and my dad a tool set. Of course my parents are decesed so i just make a little joke ( Read more... )

Well this weekned i got super fucked up. Friday i went to the 420 house, they had 2 kegs and there were a couple of hot guys there. I drank alot of beer, took a percaset and was just fucked up the whole night. Saturday i went to the 420 house again and they got 2 more kegs and was fucked up again. Took some kind of pill, i dont remember what its ( Read more... )

This guy named chad just got killed. He went to V.U. I did not know him personally but i saw him everyday walking around campus. It really hurts to think of what people are capable of. His brother killed him over 300dollars. He lost his life over 300 dollars. What the fuck. These small town poeple are crazy. 3 killings this year. All V.U students. ( Read more... )

I wish i was paris hilton, rich and beautiful. Thanksgiving was not as bad as i thought, which is good. I dont have a guy right now. For the first time, in i dont know how long. Being single is gay lol. I have a cat named oliver which we snuck into our room. Not suppose to have pets but he is so cute. Are intentions were to give it to crack head ( Read more... )

THANKSGIVING BREAK, GREAT MORE TIME WITH MY AWESOME FAMILY. CANT FUCKING WAIT. I ALREADY FEEL AN ARGUMENT MERGING WHEN I GET BACK HOME. AWESOME. I HATE GOING BACK HOME IT IS SO GAY. I LOVE SEEING MY FRIENDS BUT IT ALSO MEANS SPENDING QUALITY TIME WITH MY BEAUITFUL FAMILY. I AM JUST READY TO EAT. AND GO BACK TO SCHOOL ON SUNDAY. WAITING, WAITING, ( Read more... )

Today i got my tattoo its a tribal sort of thing lol. but its cool. All the guys seem to like it. I got it on my lower back, so when i start to dance its just right there and its sexy. Well ball state was fun i guess. What a weekend to sum it all up got drunk,puked and woke up with a massive hang over. My grades are looking up, i did my speech ( Read more... )