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myknifeyrheart

I still found a way out, a way to the stars:

Jul 12, 2005 19:01

The three cigarettes I have left aren't enough to last me for what I'm about to attempt, and my guess is that I'll soon grow frustrated and quit.
Pick and choose your battles.Try tackling this in sessions rather than all at once ( Read more... )

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lastcupofsorrow July 13 2005, 01:05:02 UTC

i will be in Tennesseee next week.
any thoughts?

myknifeyrheart July 13 2005, 02:21:28 UTC

Tons.

despisethelies July 13 2005, 04:43:15 UTC

it's good to be happy
if only for a moment
and miracles are bullshit
love

numberthestarrs July 13 2005, 04:59:24 UTC

Eventually - we're all dead.
Life, whatever its definition may be, leaves whatever we're defined as and in that living humans define "us" as deaths victim.
Words. Surround, build, we base ALL THAT IS NOTHING AND EVERYTHING OFF OF ...a collaboration of words.
Alcohol.
A rediculous substance that alters out chemical state.
And we're left to fend for ourselves against the enemy.
The blurry vision and fumbling of lips.
You may be distant and sad.
Distant and...distant.
Grey skies, blue eyes.
Goodbye blue skies.
I spoke of a you a few nights ago.
On the edge of the word - waves crashing at our toes.
ON THE EDGE OF THE WORLD.
Amphetamines full throttle.
Ready to consume the entire body of salt and water.
Fish and flesh.
MOUTH WIDE - HEART SpLIT IN TWO.
I'll bleed - attract sharks.
And continue to be eaten in a red mess of smiles and tears.
I wont remember anythign that is you, me, them, us, we, our, I.
I.
I.
I.
I.
I.
I wait in solitude.
A failed attempt at wanting something more than I've had.

myknifeyrheart July 13 2005, 05:41:55 UTC

Bravo, Miss Flinn.
It's nice to hear from you and see that you're still full or surprises.

now here's something for you:

It's smeared and these blurs come in random order, and the color of the eyes of your former lover- hers were green like July except for when she cried, they were red.
Now I know what disease these doctors can't treat.

numberthestarrs July 13 2005, 21:00:36 UTC

This July they shine more green than the July that's passed. Happy. Content. In control.

I was at the beach this past weekend. And you know how that goes.
I shouldn't have contacted you last night - but a few drinks will do that to a person. Hope things work out for you.

myknifeyrheart July 13 2005, 22:31:00 UTC

I see no harm in it.
I'd like to talk to you more because I know that I've thought too, but I didn't have the courage to say anything.
Idk. Miss you, Flinn.

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joinohoh August 5 2005, 08:15:24 UTC

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lithium_bdl August 7 2005, 04:09:23 UTC

I love reading your entries. I only wish there were more of them.