I don't like who i am right now. I don't like how I look. I am not depressed...just disatisfied. I want to be who I used to be ( Read more... )

So the other day I made a post about what I want in a guy. And after it being pointed out by a friend of mine, and rereading it myself...I realized that the things I asked were really really selfish. When I wrote it, I was in a complete state of depression and feeling sorry for myself...which I hate and am trying to pull out of. That list was a ( Read more... )

I hate guys...they all need to go to hell!

So I went away to plattsburgh this weekend for a SUNY Student Assembly Exec. Committee meeting since I am a legislative committee member...and I got to see all these really cool people that I love, and I got to see a person that I NEVER thought I was going to get over ever since I met him back in Novemeber. WOW, almost a year! Well, i thought that ( Read more... )

so I got drunk the other night ( Read more... )

you want to know what i miss about you? i miss the way you laugh. i miss how i feel like the weight of the world has been lifted off my shoulders whenever i hold you.

Told to me by Scotty :)

I have decided that I am going to update ( Read more... )

So indeed it has been a while since i last updated. Nothing much has changed. I'm an RA now and am working on breaking the record for the person who is most involvedI have made a lot of new friends, but most of them are just the friend type that you wouldn't necessarily ask to go to dinner with. So i have a huge void in my life because i feel like ( Read more... )

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so it is only like eleven fourty five...i am not using numbers b/c it is dark in here, and i can't see them, and i just miss them everytime, and don't want to take extra time...lol...lazy ass....but anywho...it is that time and it feels like so much later ( Read more... )