So... I'm sitting on the couch watching Baby Looney Tunes, and that's how I spend my days ( Read more... )

Yesturday was my birthday. It was just another day, but with a few presents from Katie. She got me this big cloth poster of the MisFits and Edward Sicsor Hands on DVD. <3 That was the only thing anyone got me. My "family at home doesn't even talk to me. I didn't even get a card from them. It really shows that they do hate me. That and the fact that ( Read more... )

I don't know how to deal with things anymore. My home-life is the worse than it's ever been. Even my dad is hoping for me to escape soon. I've been reading alot lately. Nothing else to do ( Read more... )

I'm not going to bitch about valentines day, becaused everyone already knows it sucks...

But I think everyone should know that with the right person to talk to all day/night... it can be amazing.

It just sucks having to wait, and having to travel so far....

But it's SOOOO worth it.

I went to Mandie's tonight... it was awesome. I got to hang out with my friends and drink until I couldn't talk. I was hoping to talk to someone all day, but I couldn't get a hold of that person. Hopefully tomorrow ( Read more... )

I've been awake for acouple hours... I was happy earlier... but now I do nothing but think of Lori and how much I need her. I need her here to jsut talk to me. To look at me. To make fun of me for smoking or somehing else.

I need her. I miss her. I love her. I'll die without her.

Its official... I'm leaving. I cant wait. I'm just going to be gone one day and no one will know where I went... except one person and my family, But they are sworn to secrecy. None of you know how this feels. Its like starting over. Its going to be a new age and a new place for me. I can't beilive I'm actually going through with this ( Read more... )

I've made mistakes and alot of them. But now I have cost my self the love of my life. I don't know how to fix what I have done, but if I son't I have no reason to even get up in the morning. I sortof hompe I don't tomorrow, the only way to insure this is to take as many of these PM pain things as I have... grated there are only a few left. But I ( Read more... )

Well, my parents got married last night. Thats awesome. Now I have 2 more sisters and a whole family of weirdos... YES!

I talked to sarah last night for the first time and I completely understand why lori loves her so much. Shes so awesome just to talk to. Yay for new friends!

<3

What the fuck... I'm drunk and in the Valley? How the hell did I get convinced to come out here? I don't fucking know. Someone take my heart please!