she left. figured. usual. i talked to meghan face and she told me everything owuld be ok. so i will believe it. but i wont show it. im hopeless. why is there no one out there who will love me. i just want to be loved. cant anyone help me? im just a sweet kinda attractive kid who wants someoen to love. and them love him. is it that bad?

so today i was sick. it sucked, big balls. not much to do today. not much to write about. i got a job at culver's. got a gf. and now im talkin to cara, on the phone. i guess im gunna go. lata

so yeah. i quit smoking. that was probably one of the best thing ive ever done. i got a job at culver's which SOMEONE wasnt to happy about but i dont care. ill be there longer than she will. my SARAH IS LEAVING FOR AUSTIN!!!Noooooooooooo!! the sole reason i went to java jazz was to see sarah and now she is leaving. POOP ON THAT DICK. haha anyways. ( Read more... )

so im back at home and have a computer at access henever i feel like i need it. so i guess ill be writting more. this time i thinnk will be a show update since i havent done one of those ina while so here goes ( Read more... )

its been a while since ive written in this thing so i guess i should update. lets see. i graduated. uh. i moved. i have a dog. i don't work...yet..but i need to cuz i have no money. elias and dylan's birthday is tomorrow. so they are having this family thing at the house. i don't know if my mom will be there or not. she probably wont want to cuz of ( Read more... )

[ Name ] Levi Thomas Conkling ( Read more... )

tuesday i got drunk and kissed a girl. she was the most perfect thing to ever happen to me wahooooooooo. thank god for corey and sarah for bringin her over. the strange ways you meet ppl. and im glad she came into my life. :) i havent been this happy in a long time. fall out boy is a good band. oh her name is amber. and she is wonderful. we drank ( Read more... )

NORTH STAGE ( Read more... )

i love you smv

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