life is just blah. every time i start thinking a little more positive something comes and makes it even worse. i hung out with friends more in the last week than i have in past 3 months, but it doesnt make me any happier. tk ate his cactus on wensday but could finish it so i ate the rest of it. every girl on tv reminded me of sarah, so drugs do ( Read more... )

women are confuseing and thats about all there is to be said. i feel like ive been playing a game of chess all weekend except i cant see any of her small peieces, only the big ones. and i "can" win as a matter of technicallity, but not practicality. and every little victory i had was such a rush that i missed the big picture that i never had a ( Read more... )

shitty weekend. friday drove my car cause my dad took the keys to the other one. got a for sale sign and washed it. ended up going to habitat for humanity to get tiles but they closed 2 mins before we got there even tho it was 5:57. went and watched butterfly effect 2 with travis, not as good as the first one at all, the main character was like ( Read more... )

ok so for some reason even tho ive known about torrents for litterally years and all my friends use it and ive heard lots of shit about it being safer and whatnot, ive still never goten it cause i have kazaa and its pretty simple and its never given me any (significant) problems. i didnt want to take the time to learn something new and as of late ( Read more... )

its spontaneous livejournal update day! so monday i did nothing basically. jason asked if i wanted to go to lunch but we needed 4 ppl cause we get like a bulk deal thing. i called tk and nick but they were both in class. eventually jason decided he was gona leave for lunch on his own but didnt tell me and doesnt have a cell phone apparently. ( Read more... )

friday really pissed me off. we took the quiz in chem. i didnt kno how to answer the second question, i found out later its cause i was stupid. it wasnt question number 2 like i thought it was, it was question 1b. so i was supposed to use the answer i got from the first one to finish that answer. but im retarded. maby if im lucky ill get ( Read more... )

ok my weekend. saturday morning went to work. same old thing except its the very end lol. i got like 6 donuts and a half thing of redvines cause it was the lsat day lol, so i was happy. nick came over and fell asleep, then left an hour later and i tried to sleep. tk came over and we went around and then to kurts house. cassi and andrew came, ( Read more... )

last day of work basically. it was a cool day, i became fucking rich. before aerobics betty gave me a card with 20 in it, which was sweet, considering u hardly ever get money (and ur not supposed to take it) that made me really happy. but then my second lesson mia who ive been teaching for the last 2 months (and has mad ADD, and has a crazy ( Read more... )

ok so yesterday i did an assload of studying. and what did it get me. i dont kno i still dont understand half of chapter 7, it seems like all the equations have a double to them, and its exactly the same but i dont kno why they have a separate one, and i cant memorize any of them cause i dont kno which to memorize to simplify my life. so i guess ( Read more... )

im terribly terribly bored. i feel oddly trapped. i dont want to go outside but i dont want to do anything here. i kno i need to study, and study like a mother fucker at that. i got an f on my quiz, and that was just the halfway point, plus i thought i knew what i was doing for the quiz. since then ive actually admited to myself that i dont ( Read more... )