Im SoooOooo Numb all the pain is in my heart I cant even cry, Its all locked inside and I feel that if I breathe any harder Im gonna have a panic attack, this is what it felt like to hold things inside just like before. Oh it hurts soo bad......supress the anger....... Oh my god I THINK IM GOING TO SCREAM ( Read more... )

I've Kinda dissappeared from the scene, what the hell I need to go to the library to study and do homework because I can't even do that shit here, fuck my grandma!!! and Im out!!!!!!

I once met someone who was right about everything, Im Still tired, I need to Blowdry my hair, laters!!!!!!I miss Him!!!

I'm tired, I'm fat, I'm hopeless, and I'm Alone!!!
This isn't a sympathy post, Im just bored and I realized I needed to update.....

Well My weekend has been pretty good I'll do a run down so that I dont forget anything.......Last time I updated I think was Thursday so ( Read more... )

Earlier I was soooo fucking worried nervous and crazy, and then I went to work and it was a staff switch day so I got to "play" all day, it was sooooo fucking cool!!! I felt better for a while and then Daniel came and picked me up and all my worries were settled, it felt good we talked and then went to his nina's to meet up with his family, it wasn ( Read more... )

OmFG!!!!!!!!! Today was FUCKING CRAZY!!!!! Ahhhhhh :X

Simply said, I can't express "how I feel" In words....... I wish you the best also but I guess I could'nt have told you how I really felt anyway...... Goodbye........................Forever

Okay so this post is just going to be a bunch of random stuff ( Read more... )

Updating for "YOU"
Im a Fatass, I ate tooo much today
But its okay because, Im actually going to start working out!
Well with a little help........but yeah ;) Tommorow.
And I miss you <3