I felt my love for him again. it was really strong. it was good too. nothing sad or wrong about it. There was nothing he could have done to me that would have hurt me in that moment. I was too full. thank you God for that. I just wanted to hug him. I'm glad I felt this again ( Read more... )

Well the meds are helping but i think they might be hurting as well. im not sure yet. Ive only been taking them for a week. I do feel content. Little to no confusion, i dont hate everything, i dont feel low or hopeless, I can make decisions, and im getting some rest. Heck I even did a few light chores at home and my mom didn't have to say a ( Read more... )

ok so guess what? some of you have heard but im debating on whether to blurt it out or tell it in story form ( Read more... )

Jacob...very good. I loved this clip. please watch it, people.

Love
JESSIE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yE8Y8DxPcbU

Im so stuck in myself, I can't see anybody else. Im so stuck, I dont know how to get out. no more word picture answers...no more metaphors...no more suggesting things ive allready tried. God...do something. Im calling you out. I am holding you accountable to do something. Mono, back pain, depression...HELP. until things change somehow, this ( Read more... )

I am going to explain as best as I can to everyone say that people no longer have the excuse that I had no informed anyone or explained things well enough to get help ( Read more... )

I had a feeling that the feeling of victory would not last. Yesterday was good. Today feels pointless. More wondering, more confusion, lack of concentration, will power, energy, and purpose. Pointless day. Apathetic, said, tired, and unmotivated ( Read more... )

woo hoo! today was so good! and its not over yet! yay ( Read more... )

Please check this guys. If you chose to help me with this, please use what you know about God and any form of discernment available to us and please let me know if you think any of this is off. It sounds like him. It really does. But if this message is just telling me to relax when God really wants me to fight or be more aware of something else ( Read more... )

You know what? nobody posted a single happy turkey day or happy thanksgiving post on here. That is so sweet. I have no idea why, it just makes me happy. lol. Go us! Anyway, black Friday's over and Christmas decor is already up at the Traxler's house. ha ha. Tomorrow morning I go back to SAU and if nothing else clean my apartment. I have ( Read more... )