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no wishing for more wishes
i wrote a bad poem that was relevant to you and me alone so i decided not to post it ( Read more... ) -
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i have nothing valid to say ( Read more... ) -
chapter two
I’m tired but I can’t fall asleep because the man diagonal to me on the train is talking to his wife on the phone about whether he can pick up dinner from the grocery on his way home. I want to tell him to forget dinner - eat when you’re dead - and tell her you want to try to get pregnant again because you love her and want to have a child with her ( Read more... ) -
lulled by numbers
if only life as life could be lived without any effort at all ( Read more... ) -
early morning mirror
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i am trying my hardest not to remember
the bits that i don't
but my face is begging for a constant narrative
and i don't know how to say no
or worse to lie and make some stories true.
instead i am rubbing sleep from my face
so i don't have to look myself in the eye.
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and then theres a moment to realize that maybe you are all of those things you said you weren't. -
whatever makes it hurt
There's shadow on your face in places it shouldn't be. Not the tired kind of shadows, the ones that make now weekly appearances beneath your eyes and in the sallows of your cheeks. And not the mystery kind of shadows, the ones that cloak half your face in darkness on really romantic nights when no one can be sure about anything. The shadows fall ( Read more... ) -
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i will never be as skinny as you.
i will never be as ambitious as you.
and i will never ever remember you as fondly as you will remember me. -
get out of jail free card.
let's make secret shadows on silk screens stretched taut once its too late to fall asleep and hope for the best. lets stay awake and pray. you don't have to, you know, but a respectful silence for the presence of greatness would be appropriate. and i dont mean me ( Read more... ) -
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i prefer my meat to be freshly butchered.