u lied strieght to my face with no problem, you left me in the dark and didnt tell me nothing. It made things worse cuz you didnt have the guts to tell me a damn thing. why?

It's so simple and complicated ( Read more... )

Let's start out by starting over ( Read more... )

this feeling overwhelmes me ( Read more... )

things just don't seem to be the same anymore. It just doesn't seem right, i hope she figures out what she wants cuz its killing me. I already have it in my head for some reason, that i may not work, i need help.. depression is a bitch.

IM so confused in life right now. What do i want? How do i get it? I love how she loves me back, i cannot ask for more, she is everything i have ever wanted, and its mine. I want it all. Every single last breath of hers to be mine. Will she give it to me... i will give her my life. I dont know why but its amazing to know that i have her. Perhaps ( Read more... )

I have my reasons for what i do, you may not understand but thats cuz i there in my head. Trust is a very complex part of a relationship. You dont know how to react to certain event that take place, so you do what you think is best at the moment. How do you fix this problem? I dont know, over time I suspect. For you to feel compfortable around me ( Read more... )

past weeks have been great.. gf birthday twas fun. dressed up. mom comes home on thursday, i dont wanna see her. dunno what im going to do but live with it i guess. now im sittting here doing nothing, wishing i could talk to my baby but that doesnt seem like its going to happen,they need there time to talk. well thats nice.

Drive ins are the best! hehe. well this weekend was great, got to see my sweet love, not as long as i would of liked to but i still seen her. Shes so amazing and so right for me. I wonder if this is all a dream sometimes, its so wonderful, but can also be a nightmare at times.

Confusion ( Read more... )