last night my folks left until 4:30 in the morning playing out. David stayed w/ me all night. i took these sleeping pills b/c i couldnt sleep and i swear they made me feel like i was going mentally and emotionally insane. i was seeing shit and i was crying all night b/c i was thinking outragous shit. i was thinking that David was so pissed at me ( Read more... )

Malena is such a bitch for telling what David told her to Matt last night. so now David and herself both have a death threat. David said he would kill him first before he could kill him. so now im all worried about all this. and i GARENTEE im going to have a threat from Matt too soon. my life never fails to amuse myself. the creepiest thing is, is ( Read more... )

well the past couple of days have been fun in their own ways. friday night me and David went to the mall for a little while. i got drunk w/ David, Gene, Gera, and Alex. then i spent the night w/ David. and you all know that was fun. lol. i miss him so much right now and i dont know why. im going to get to see him in a couple hours, but i still want ( Read more... )

welp today has been really "interesting" as you may say. lol. it was really good but there was really bad parts as well. it was really good b/c i got to spend all day w/ my lovely David <3. we went to the mall for a little bit w/ Gene and Gera. the bad part was that he got really pissed off at me earlier b/c of some stupid shit that we were talking ( Read more... )

well my brother and my mommy are working until 3:00 and my daddy is working until 3:30-4:00 today. im about to go to David's home around 8:30. you have no clue how much i love this guy w/ all my heart. i dont even think he knows just how much. lol. ::sigh:: i just hope that he feels the same way as i do. i have good feelings about all this so thats ( Read more... )

oh god, this day has been mind-raking like whoa! it started off fine and then David and Casey came over and all of a sudden my folks start just raising hell w/ me. so i yelled back and i ended up cussing them out and telling them im packing my shit and leaving that night. well we all had a talk and worked a lot of it out. so then it was going good ( Read more... )

bored, sleepless, stressed, pissed, depressed, and a lot of other feelings are like flooding me. it sucks. this whole day has sucked. terribly. it started at school. i got there and i decided i wasnt going to go in there today. so im sitting outside for like a little over a half hour (like noonish), and all of a sudden Officer Cox (a total dick- ( Read more... )

nothing much going on at the moment. im bored and i cant sleep...not that i actually tryed, im just not one bit tired right now. so i decided to update my oh-so-wonderful journal. lmao, yeah right. but anyways...my days have been ok if you think about it. there is SOOOO MUCH that i want to say on here about whats been going on lately but i cant ( Read more... )

im so depressed but yet im so angry all at once. first it started off w/ my brother (Shaun) being a total prick to me this morning all morning. then i got to school and it was okay. but then i had to wait AN HOUR for my brother b/c he was a half hour later then he said he would be. then i get home and i call David and he isnt even home. i knew he ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD!!!! IF ANYMORE DRAMA HAPPENS I THINK IM GOING TO RIP MY HEAD OFF!!!! all this "he said, she said" shit has been going on and not to mention all the shit w/ my boyfriend (David) and a few others going on right now. i was involved in it for a while, but i finally just said "FUCK IT IM DONE W/ ALL THIS BULLSHIT NONSINCE!!!" so hopefully im ( Read more... )