horray for florida.

you know what? its really shitty to have a mother that hates you. and its also really shitty that i cannot do anything to change that. except completely change the person i am. this is ridiculous. im leaving in 2 days and she still hasnt talked to me, and when she does talk to me she bites my head off, and makes me feel like shit. tomorrow is her ( Read more... )

well dont just stand there, say nice things to me.

ive found that my patience has grown since working with kids, but it still grows thin sometimes. i think that because i have become close with most of the kids, i cant imagine them doing anything wrong. so when they do, it really upsets me. i have made more 6-12 year old friends here, than adults. that is kind of weird i guess, but i have learned ( Read more... )

ok so yeah....this morning i wake up and look out my window. and what do i see? oh nothing just about 6 inches of snow on the ground, and its snowing. and no its not the "aww pretty" kind of snow. its the "im gonna hide your house and car from you, yucky" kind of snow. so there i was driving up the side of a mountain, maybe on the road, i still ( Read more... )

two weeks to go. very excited and worried all wrapped into one.

horray for awesome conversations.

im sad about leaving my job. children are amazing.

finally all my ducks are in a row...well almost.

look something shiny!

fuck off