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[myliverhurtz]

So I think the many months since the blowout with my mother has done me some good. I haven't visited them, I haven't even seriously considered visiting them. I miss my brother; however, I have no strong desire to see my mom or dad again right now. I mean, sure, I want to want to see them, I want them to want me to come... I would want to go if

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[chayat]

How are you finding christmas?

It's still a bit strange for me, like the whole world gets this mental disorder for a month a year. I still find myself as a bystander to all of this.

[myliverhurtz]

I feel like I'm a latecomer, I don't know. I feel like I've stepped into a television show missed some of the "Previously on..." montage. My vision of Christmas was limited to sneaking glimpses of the Christmas parade and Home Alone. I guess I don't get it as much as other people, but so far I'm actually really liking it. For the most part my Christmases have been quite nice, very warm and focused on family, which has pretty much fit my preconceptions. But yeah, I do get the bystander feeling.