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Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
I'm sick. It sucks. I don't wanna go to class tomorrow. I saw Justin Inman today. He came into my store to talk to me...it was weird. Then my Sammy came to see me. (!) I really miss him. He wasn't with Linda either! Another ugly girl, but not Linda. I went into the back without hugging him and he came over & yanked on my hair & was like You bitch! I just told him that the hair pulling turned me on. Then we laughed & I asked him what he wanted & he was like I wanted a hug!!! Then he hugged me for about 4 minutes. I asked him how he'd been and he said, while "laughing," I've been miserable. It made me sad. Then when he left the mall he was in a hurry but he hugged me hard...*sigh* I miss that fucker.
~Siera~