soon i'll be disapearing from this meddly of teenage angst and melodramatic squabble. but until then, i'll do my best to make the best with what i've been dealt ( Read more... )

do you want to know what numbness is? it is beyond pain and sorrow, it is when you have transcended beyond those things; i have no feelings. i cant. i wont last if i do. im already feeling the pressure from everything, like a backpack with two too many books ( Read more... )

and i am doing just that; dancing on the ashes of last year's corpses, and damn, does it feel good. in all honesty i feel exactly the same as i did two days ago; new years is really nothing new at all, simply another day of mindless self-indulgence ( Read more... )

my life in a nutshell: seemingly wasted. recently all ive been doing is writing and reading books of varying in nature. ive listened to music extensively throughout these periods of idleness and have fully memorized most if not all of my cds and those that i have on my computer solely ( Read more... )

( Do you understand? )

( Nothing is Fear )

well, i was going to update, but i decided against it. i had another bullshit poem, but fuck it. fuck it all ( Read more... )

( This is life. )

though i said i was done with this once again, i am making my second or third or whatever return to "livejournal land". and before any of you can even think that "oh i knew youd be back blah blah blah im a faggot" ill let you know that i really dont care what any of you have to say ( Read more... )

I was cast away once but I will be found again. This I promise you.