im sad heath ledger is dead

i have decided that a slightly messy apartment is more comfortable than a shiny clean one. when ryan was in alaska our apartment was SPOTLESS and stayed that way the whole week. but now that hes been home a few weeks, its starting to look more normal. i guess its easier to keep it clean when its just one person. i like it better this way though, ( Read more... )

i just found an old email i wrote to owen about the beginning of last october ( Read more... )

owen and JOE are hitch hiking across the US to maine together in a few weeks.

my best friend from maine. my boyfriends best friend from oregon. and they even LOOK alike.

its bizarre. how things work out.

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maine was so so much fun

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ryan is on his way to pick me up for the airport. i woke up at 5 today and worked and now i'm boarding an airplane at 10pm which will arrive in washington dc at 6am and then i'll fly to maine after an hour layover ( Read more... )

chicken raviolis taste really good when its your friday, and you just worked out, and got up before dawn to work all day, and your boyfriend is spending the weekend with you, and you're going to maine in 5 days, and you have a date for dinner and a will ferrell movie in a few hours.

thats when chicken raviolis taste good.

ryan has a cancer survivor walk tonight that i'm going to (he got leukemia when he was 16). him and joe are gonna be playing music there. i'm proud of that kid and i love him and i'm so glad he's healthy. hes great. yeahh.

i am so so so happy.

today was a very good day

and i am very grateful for all the things i have and all the people who love me.