its been the longest time since i updated, but im feeling uptoo it, yesh i kno and all of you know what i have been doing this summer hardcore fuckedupness, but there is something you all dont know i went into rehabilitation for one of my obbsessions, methanphetamine, was my addiction since a bit before highschool i really diddnt tell much people ( Read more... )

Well I was semi excited on coming back up north, and lookin foward to just comin' back to my hometown, and I'm not gonna lie it wasent as much fun as I thought it would be, I miss me friends, I miss my only oppurtunity to see jonny, dammit it sucks, but I got mega fucked yesterday, I was at a bar mitzvah and I drank 3 bottles of wine, and like ( Read more... )

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shit i came home today and i brought Evan, Christina, and Gardenia to my house just for a second so i can get money so we can leave and get food, next thing you know Gardenia and Christina are raiding my closet throwing all my clothing away and fucking throwing all my favorite shit away, now i have NO CLOTHING I LIKE IN MY CLOSET!!! DAMMIT! i need ( Read more... )

yesterday i was happy, cuz me n jenna were back together, but now the second day were back im fighting with her, first of all evan chase i told both of you fucks that me and jenna decided on breaking up together, i never said I broke up with her, i never fucking said that, im soo pissed right now becaused you two lied too her, and i cant belive you ( Read more... )

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Damn its been so fucked up the past few days. Im just tired and i feel that only a few people know how im really feelin' shiiiittt! i mean i aint playin i have had it rough the past couple days. Anyway my four day weekend sucked! i mean yeah i had some herb but thats the climax of my weekend, i just wanna be understood nobody knows what im going ( Read more... )

Well happy one month jenna, and to all those who said we wouldn't last FUCK YOU! We made it this far, and I think we will make it further, and johnny im excited to know your coming down but........ummmmm.....I'm goin back to the burbs over the summer, I will try and make it down but I'm gonna be in jersey for a while, so I am not excited about that ( Read more... )

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