my life is in order... i really like where it's going right now. :) i'm quite possibly the happiest person alive at this moment.

that is all.

walking to the party i looked at my reflection in the window of a car as we passed. i looked hot. my skirt up the there, my top down to here, with a pretty little smile and perfect makeup. at that time my reflection was so perfect, so clear, now when i look a little more closely, the skirt makes me look frumpy, the shirt makes my babyfat much more ( Read more... )

i needed a break from the packing, so i guess i'll update ( Read more... )

i don't think i've ever looked at a picture before and said, "i look really happy", but that's what i said when i looked at this one. that, and eew look at my stomach, which i almost always say.

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Monday you can fall apart ( Read more... )

he has good jeans. really good jeans. the kind that make your jaw drop and your head nod and then smile. that good.

and he lets me be the little spoon.

smashing. :)

"show me north and take me there,
show me life cause its rare,
and ill open up to this beginning,
if i see no ending..." <3

i forget what it's like to feel certain things and forget to feel others.

...and i'm feeling good. :)

go ahead and be mad. i'm sorry though.

good weekend.

i got to spend a weekend with the boy in ann arbor. reminds me of our younger years. listening to music and taking naps together... ahh the good old days. :)

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tomorrow is going to require the most patience i've had in all of my 19 years of life. i think i am more excited about this weekend than i ever was as a little girl for christmas ( Read more... )