i was just remembering times when i was really really happy.
i wish i was more like i was then , then how i am now.

ugh i wish i could find a second job.

jgsgfsgh

hat I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.

wtf!? did anyone see heroes on monday!

fuuuuuuuuck me!

got a 500$ speeding ticket and i already have 70$ worth of parking tickets i have to take care of.

also just found out that i most likely have diabetes , but thats not too bad not like i am going to die anytime soon from it.

i guess he doesn't want to help me.

am i really all alone here.

i guess so.

i can hear my own echo in this place.

new heroes on tonight. fuck yea.

sophmore year flash back. i downloaded alll the old cartel stuff.

it brought back really good memories.i liked it.

wow this is awesome pause NOTTT!!

p.s. new portugal = awesome.