The Beginning

[myoctopusrubble]

Everything changed ten days ago when I took acid with my best friend and his boyfriend.  It was a sunday night and it seemed like an amazing idea at the time. I had tripped before that night, but not as strongly.  The beginning of the night was great. We were laughing non-stop and had so many memorable  experiences. Later on in the evening we went

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[societyinblue]

I saw that you added me and it sent me straight to this. I'm glad it took you just one time to realize, even if it was at the expense of your friend, that acid is not a good drug. Take it from someone who learned almost too late. It sounds like you were thrown a bunch of shit all at once, but it's gonna give you the opportunity to make sincere changes in your life that it sounds like you needed. I hope you grow out of all this, but perhaps (also from someone who knows) you should throw yourself into your studies so you can finish the school thing and leave it all behind you. After that there's plenty of time to be poor in a shitty apartment, but at least you have that accomplishment behind you instead of the lingering "what if" that will haunt you forever. I hope things start to look up soon!

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[myoctopusrubble]

Thank you for your input! I know you're right about applying myself now. It's just hard to actually do it. I think I might be too stubborn to give up anyway.