well its 7 45 on my day off from skool and i still got to wake up. gotta go somehwere. ill get some studying done though so that will be good. i had to take the earth science midterm and i think i did preaty deacent. the easiest to our out of the way (math and science) now all i gotta do is take social study, and i can never remember things. like ( Read more... )

i dont know but i started to feel really lonely all of a sudden. it happened like WHAM. and i just felt alone. my sisters here, mom, and david, but he doesnt really count. maybe it was the show i was watching. who knows. it doesnt feel good though. i dont know wat it is, there just feels like somethings missing. im not really religiouse in the ( Read more... )

(x) locked out of the house ( Read more... )

well i must say thank you to anyone who said anything about my last few journal entries. it was very encouraging. and to anyone that they may have helped, im glad i could be of service. but i dont think i will be posting entries like that everyday because before i was doing them because something was bothering me or i was thinking about something. ( Read more... )

well how come you cant speak your mind. you think so many things about ways to improve so much. you can never say anything though. just stand there and watch the depression pass by, know how to make it end, but u just let it go on. all because your afraid of a little judgemeant and a little compettion. u can only make a suggestion when u know ( Read more... )

so does the world revolves you. do everything to everyone else but never expect any pain to come to you? use like no other, and abuse like no ones busniess. treat all like shit and expect to be treated like roaylty in return. you do everything to lose peoples trust in you, and then you cant understand why they dont believe you. complain and ( Read more... )

expectations kill. sure if they were never there, things would get done anyway. sure theyld be good. but expectations always want things to be amazing. just as good if not better than every1 elses. no matter how hard u may have tried, they thought it would be better. how could u let them down? and then no matter if wat u did was amazing, they make ( Read more... )

well ive been thinking alot lately. its hurt. we all know im not the best at thinking. well anyone who reads this knows. things are never as easy to say or talk about when you actuall feel them. exept maybe anger. probably the easiest to show. and thats so stupid, cause its when we do the things we most regreat. say things we never meant. or ( Read more... )

well its january 18th of the year two thousand and five. hm i felt like writing that year out. do u know wat expectations were placed on this year in the past. like they thought we would have flying cars by now. i guess were not as smart as we thought. dont catch on quick. i guess we still put to much of expectations on things. think theyll be ( Read more... )

my comps been gay lately. and then i couldnt acces to update. not much has happened in those 11 days i dont think. been on the phone and hanging with my "cool kids" lol. they are to me, they are in general. missin the far away kids. still close 2 me, dont forget that. and ill allways be here no matter what happens. well here for u, not this house, ( Read more... )