So I came to this realization today at work: I really want kids. I mean, I have always known that I have, but the feeling became much stronger. Don't get me wrong, I am not gonna go running around looking for guys to impregnate me, but I think it would finally give me a chance to give back for once. I have many things to accomplish before I ever ( Read more... )

Life is pretty boring right now. Get up, go to school, eat lunch, go to work, and come home to study, and sleep. Ocassionally i fit a workout in there. I cant wait til august when i get to go on vacation, or even til july for my holocaust class start. Everything else is going fine though! love and miss my peeps hella bad!

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

I can for once say, that for the first time in what seems like forever, I am truly happy. I feel good about myself, about the things I have accomplished in the past, and about the things I am in the process of accomplishing (which, I have no doubt in my mind that I will). I am once again starting to let myself define who am I, and not other people ( Read more... )

This time I have my stuff together. I dunno what it is, something in me just feels different. I know what I want, and nothing or anybody is gonna stand in my way. My dreams are no longer going to remain dreams, but are soon going to become realities. I feel like everything is just around the corner ( Read more... )

I am finally back from the east bay! I enjoyed my vacation, but I am ready to be back in tucson and get down to serious business! This is the summer of remodeling for sure ( Read more... )

AWWWWW!!! I am soooo sick of feeling this way about myself! I just wanna be happy again! Is that too much to ask?
On the happier note, NORCAL TOMORROW (well, actually today)14.5 hrs and counting!

10 people i enjoy the company of ( Read more... )

I feel like all my dreams are slipping away before my eyes. Something in my life needs to change right now in order to make me feel like my dreams are possible. I dunno what it is, either not living with my parents or even this upcoming trip that will be a cure-all, but I need something asap. Because, right now, to me, becoming an astronaut or ( Read more... )

Sophomore year is over! That seems so crazy to me. In two short years, I will be out of this state for good. I was contemplating exactly what I would miss about tucson besides my family and a few remaining friends and I could only come up with one thing: ua basketball. I better go to a grad school with a good team or else i might just die ( Read more... )