I am taking a break from my essay right now. It is Monday, I was watching the news and they kept saying it was "Cyber Monday". Hmmm. I think I forgot to mention that I celebrated my first black friday with anthony and Ren. It was really fucking broring. My Saturday night was nice though. I had a good time catching up with everyone. Ben and Edward ( Read more... )

well. I sort of just woke up. Tonight Im suppose to go out with ren,anthongy,ben.justine, andddd I forgot who else. Ben is fun haha I remember when I first met him we got along so well and laughing all night. I hope my mum lets me go out, shes kind of upset with me because I slept all day. I cleaned . . . I dont think she should be mad anymore. ok ( Read more... )

Is Thanksgiving even one word? Im in SanDiago sitting in some livingroom by myself. Everyone is in the kitchen. I like where my Aunt lives you can see the Ocean. Today has been boring so far. I have no one to talk to to. The little kids that are here are not even here. ughhh Im mad. I didnt get to go out yesterday. GUAEOFIAEWJ;DFOIU4J3ER ( ( Read more... )

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On the other hand one of the D.J's spinning at Club Liquid Messeged me on myspace. I just want Tonight to come already. I am way to bummed out right now. I am going to try and make myself feel better somehow. I can't even find my atm card. I wanted to buy ciggerettes but nowwwww. I caaaant because. wait. I THINK I HAVE MONEY IN MY OWL BANK. omg ( Read more... )

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get off mah sack. I actually do enjoy getting hand written letters from FIDM. I don't know, the commute from Here to L.A everyday sounds. . . I would'nt mind the drive. I would want to move out. I should have agreed to attend FIDM. I just thought maybe I should get some real college education first before turning into a "snoot". I'm still young.

"U have no idea what the fuck ur throwing away. i hope one day u start to feel shitty all over again. I hope someone fuck u over. Oh! one last thing. i dreamt u got in a plane crash. fucker" -anon ( Read more... )

I can barely raise my head up. Walking to the kitchen was such a task this morning. I don't have much to type about considering I have not been outside of my room for quite some time. I feel like fixing myself up I have been bummin it for to long. I think I will do just that right now. I need food.

I woke up feeling strange. I have this kind of "want" empty feeling. . . and it's one that can't be filled. Maybe it can be one day. I hate waking up feeling to 20493948 different emotions at one time. I just tried getting onto my yahoo messenger and it doesnt work. I already called Goose. . .who has told me he "DID NOT" change the password. I don' ( Read more... )